@lxstboy Take your time, you are an amazing writer and amazing writers take absences. I love your work and just to let you know, I get bullied as well, it's hard to handle, I deal currently with Depression and Anxiety, I have struggled with trying to keep my life on track, and writing does that for me.
Amazing people deal with the most complicated struggles but remember we are all the same, no person greater than the other, some just happen to have a greater label than most, but the rich and the poor all struggle with trying to beat something, all children have a tough life, but that is just part of life. I'll get right back on that horse and be stronger than ever. Trust me.
By the way I am Carrie, and I love your work!