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For those who celebrate Christmas. I know this is late...but.......
          MERRY CHRISTMAS ❤️

Damn..my heart..are you okay ?

Please, can you hold my hand, pat my head, hug me, and say "everything is just gonna be fine" ? Because i need your love before i fall down to this beautiful but painful reality. 

Mystic Messenger, what have you done to me ? ;-;

If hurting myself makes you care for me, I'm willing to hurt myself everyday for you. You don't know how it hurts to love someone that doesn't belong to me.

Aloaloo mampir yuk kak tolong baca cerita aku ya Doi. Park Chanyeol http://my.w.tt/UiNb/pHuSHFV7kv vomment nya qq makasyii

WINDY DAAAAAAAY
          WINDY DAAAAAAAAY
          
          HENDEULYEO HENDEULYEOOO xD

I dunno why. Now i like simple cover (?) so I changed again

Yeah. I know I'm not important.

 #my confession#
          
          Dear my coursemate (?)
          
          Do you know my feelings toward you ? I even don't know. Either i like you or not. I'm still confuse with my feelings, stop playing with it !!!
          
          A boy brought my bag, drinks, and snacks when i even couldn't bring myself, patting my head saying everything gonna be okay, telling jokes when I was sad, telling me that I'm short (everyone says that to me ㅠㅠ) and always gets jealous whenever I'm with the other boys or telling my love stories with the other boys. Yeah weird. But I don't know, he was so gentle.  Maybe he does this to every girls, including me. Aah. I don't know *makes my hair messy bcs I'm stressed*
          
          Just stop making my feels uncontrollable. Don't give false hopes, i beg you. Just please. Don't make me hopping to have you, because it's very hurt. I don't want to experience this again for the second time. I don't want to cry everyday like the old me bca i have move on. I have done with my first feelings. But you hurt me so bad. It's even more hurt than a syringe (no....Syringe.....Very.....Hurtful.... *cries*)
          
          I'm scared that you will be very close to me and make me fall in love with you then leave me, hanging with my feelings. I don't want to be awkward.
          
          
          (Let me have exo oppas ㅋㅋㅋ)
          (No. I was just kidding about the exo oppas ㅎㅎㅎ. But my feelings are pure ㅠㅠ) 
          (You know. Sometimes it really hurts and I can't even handle it. At night, my heart beats so fast. But when I'm around him, i never get shy shy shy *sings cheer up*. Do i like him ? Or maybe just because he's too close to me ? Ah I don't knooooww)
          
          (not important)=
          To the one who i want to confess. PLEASE DONT READ THIS ㅠㅠ well luckily he doesn't have wattpadd account ㅋㅋㅋ *then there's a notif* "your friend, (his name) has joined to wattpadd" *mampus gua* *no jk*
          
          
          I update this status at 3.02 (indonesia) =_= I'm so sleepy