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I even didn't understand the concept. Why embarassed to being the right one.

Now almost in all my social media I'am used English. That's not because I'am fluent in English, no, that's a big no. I don't care even if I make some mistakes. The reason is I'am more comfortable expressing something in English, that's seems simpler and not to much. 

Okay. Now I got into trouble. It's already five days and my fever didn't show that they will disappear. I didn't event know what the sickness is. Don't get me wrong, I'am already go to the doctor and the doctor said if my body is okay the result of blood test is okay too. But now, I'am still in a mess. 

Keinginan untuk bisa memenuhi kebutuhan sendiri itu wajar, tapi bisa nggak sih nggak usah dengan mengusik orang lain biar kebutuhan kamu bisa tercukupi? Kalau kebutuhan itu mendesak dan tiba-tiba sih masih bisa dimaklumi, tapi kalau yang jelas dan bisa diplanning kenapa nggak direncanain dulu? Kalau nggak bisa ya jangan memaksakan dengan mengandalkan orang lain. Ah sudahlah. Salahku saja yang masih belum bisa menjadi orang yang tidak berusaha memenuhi ekspektasi orang lain dan berkata tidak untuk hal-hal yang sebenarnya tidak aku inginkan meskipun aku jelas-jelas tau MEMENUHI HARAPAN ORANG LAIN BUKAN TUGAS KU

My life so fucked up

It's just a shit. This shitty world.

I hate being ordering around. It's annoying.

Okay, my thesis didn't interesting enough, so I choose to write GeminiFourth fanfiction. 

Mampus lo, tinggal terakhir malah ilang selera 

Tiba-tiba pengen buat cerita GeminiFourth