lynex

It's raining; strong and growling loudly.
          
          Holding my body to prevent from freezing.
          
          I smiled unconsciously; this is something.
          
          I do wonder sometimes, to some species.
          
          Are they happy nor mad, when storm happens.
          
          Are they playing nor finding a place to stay.
          
          This kind of thought are playing on my mind.
          
          Non-stop and conclusion are flooding on it.
          
          I'm not in depth of loneliness, right?
          
          
          
          My work language is now completely in English. So you don't have a problem anymore for each statement and phrases. I will start to update my next chapter in the next day, I guess. One thing is for sure in my mind now, Being a student now is really making me nuts. Btw, God bless to all of you. 

Hiiii friendo:-)

To be frank, I wanted to be you.
          
          I don't want that I'm just here.
          
          Doing nothing but to wonder.
          
          I can't even tell my worries.
          
          I can't even express my real emotion.
          
          I wanna give a break.
          
          Go to some place where I can be alone.
          
          There, I can let out everything, without thinking twice.
          
          I wanted to feel myself too. 

In the dark, where I am.
          
          This kind of feeling is still  blur.
          
          I'm searching for an answer.
          
          Im calm, try'na say it louder.
          
          Bullshit tears was on it's way.
          
          Whispering, 'gonna be okay'
          
          Im sick and tired 'want to give up'
          
          
          
          I'm writing the next chapter. Sorry, I didn't have enough time to write it. I have many module and other works to do. I hope you understand. _Note

Calling your name repeatedly.
          
          You know, I'm not like this.
          
          My mind was about to explode.
          
          Asking many stupid questions.
          
          What did I do wrong? Do I really not deserve it?
          
          So, if you don't want it, just don't look at mirror again.
          
          I'm really scared at my own self, sometimes.
          
          Dang! It's not even cool. 

It's definitely not a good day to me.
          
          Under pressure and I'm really sick of it.
          
          Grabbing my pillow and closed my eyes.
          
          I hope tommorow will be a better day.
          
          - Lynex

Kinda cold and noisy.
          
          It's hard to please my own imagination.
          
          Seems like it's scanning every inch of it.
          
          I wanna lie in bed and sleep already.
          
          Letting out a heavy sigh.
          
          'I must sleep' Good night.
          
          - Lynex

I'm typing the new chapter together with the darkness.
          
          Somehow, I feel refreshed and cleared.
          
          I just wanna share my new thoughts with you.
          
          Hope you can lend me some of your time.
          
          And also... Welcome to my zone and try to live with me.
          
          -Lynex