nwjns lover

anyways stan newjeans yalls 

I'M NOT GONNA BE THE ONE TO GET HURT

TAKE IT DON'T BREAK IT I WANNA SEE YOU TASTE IT

YOU KNOW I HYPE YOU BOY

YOU GOT ME LOOKING FOR ATTENTION 

i miss so much of how things were back then and its making me sick to the stomach cos things just aren't the same and everything is just changing so fast around me and i have no one to talk to this about but there's just so much on my mind and it feels like no one gets me when i try explaining how it is and it fucking sucks

i should say sorry to gray for saying he sounded like google translate but it was FUNNY cos they sounded so similar 

i wanna talk to them and reconnect with them again but i wasn't that significant to them maybe and a lot of them have deleted their accounts n idk their new ones so idk how im possibly going to talk to them again :((

i miss the friends i made in 2020 discord cos that was the time i started distancing myaelf from people and going through a really bad identity crisis and i just found comfort in them making me laugh and shit so they have a really special place in my heart even though i SUCK at communicating with others.

so much to say honestly but having no idea where to start