I wanna read smth where the mmc is DEEP in the streets & the fmc is like “I don’t wanna worry about whether you’ll come back to me or not. I don’t wanna worry about if you’re laying on the ground in a pool of blood, dead somewhere.” And they break up but she was the only thing he lived for so he fell back into his old ways & then they started moving on, not seeing each other mind you, then they FINALLY do see each other but they try to avoid their feelings for each other, the mmc starts dating someone else, she gets jealous, she dated someone else, the mmc kills him, then they get back tg.