I think I owe everyone an explanation. I'm absent a lot. That, I know. I lose time a lot. Very easily. Having dissociative identity disorder does that. It's a very mild case. Some also just consider it a personality disorder. But because I technically have other personalities living within my body I'm classified as a person with DID.
I normally have really good control of my consciousness. As I said, my case is mild. But recently my life has become stressful and the triggers are almost constant and so since late January, I have been dissociated for most of the time. I'm here but like not really here, if that makes sense.
I've started more intense therapy. I spent two weeks in a rehabilitation facility. And I'm resting now. All of March, except for March 3rd, has been really good. I've been conscious the entire time. And I think I'm getting better.
I know I don't have to be telling all of you this. But I want everyone who bothers to read my attempt at writing and who has applied, or is friends with me, that I'm not abandoning you. Well, not on purpose.
And because things are looking up I'm going to try this Wattpad thing out again.