Park Minnie

I freaking hate everything right now. 
          
          I wish I could have been a little more selfish like them. I wish I could just ignore them like they do. I wish I could stop caring. I wish I could stop sharing all my happiness, sadness, and insecurities. Because at the end of the day, I feel used—like they only remember me when they need me. A need, that’s what I am. Not someone special or important. They know my efforts, only to forget about them later. They know me inside and out, but sometimes they act like they don’t.
          
          This year already sucked as it started badly. It feels like I’m about to lose people around me this year. Well, why not… I know those people are around only because of my efforts to keep them.
          
          It hurts sometimes to realize that the efforts I’ve put into keeping those people were never matched by them trying to keep me in their lives. No one did. No one made any effort for me like I did. Not a single person. Not a single soul. 
          
          Luckily, I adapted to this empty feeling. It makes me feel numb, to the point where my mind goes blank even when I’m with many people.
          
          I just miss my old self sometimes…

Updated “MY YOU” after 2 years :)

FINALLY ONE POST *sighs*

Hello, my sweeties❤️ How're you all doin'? 
          
          Anyways, Are there any of my girlies out here who read yaoi manhwas? If any of you do... Do you read them on BATO? BATO webpage is down I guess :(
          Ik I can try reading on another site but that was my favourite site to read manhwa. If anyone reads on BATO please let me know when that site is fixed. Pleaseeeee *shows puppy eyes*
          
          Also something is wrong with my Watty account it's acting up again. I post 3-4 posts here but it's not showing -.-

People have so many good things to say about you but unfortunately you have to die first.
          With so many things going on around me since last year, I’ve been thinking — or rather overthinking — about a lot of things. I guess those thoughts alone have made me as numb as I seem to be. Sometimes, I wonder what good things people will say about me once I’m no longer part of this world. Would they regret being mean to me? Would they regret making me feel sad, insecure, or unworthy? Would they remember me as a good person? Or would they just miss me for a week and then go on with their lives like I never existed…
          Sometimes the urge to disappear is so strong, it’s honestly scary.

Life is so hard...
          Like Namjoon said, “Life is soup and I'm a fork”

Sometimes I wanna be like a jelly fish 
          No heart, no feelings, no brain, no Uni, no assignments, no presentations, no exams, no clubs, no events...
          Just bulb bulb bulb

Author, I searched for Kazadibnt stories that u recommend buh got nothing from it.... Have her account been removed from Wattpad it's like as if she doesn't exist on Wattpad or rather can u give the link to Kazadibnt acct
          

Author can you please update your stories please 

CAN YOU GUYS BELIEVE I GOT A JOB OFFER AS A NEWS PRESENTER?!!! But... Dad told me to reject it and focus on my studies as I'm still not graduated yet :)
          But I filled out the form and emailed them already lol :")