CJ

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 

MERRY CHRISTMAS MY LOVES

gang where all my fav readers at? come comment on my books im sorry i left but i miss yall T-T

omg hi stranger

Hey Dorothea, do you ever stop and think about me? 
          I’ve just come to rant because I know you’re not gonna reply, and if this even reaches you (because I’m pretty sure you’ve blocked me) I’ll consider it a minor miracle.
          
          Dear Charlie, 
          
          I miss you. Ik that “officer” had doubts and I understand, but you were a safe haven for me, and well things have gone to shit recently. Yk I’m not back at school yet, so I’ve had time to spend time wallowing in myself and I’m not sure I like myself, the worst thing is I can see my mental health deteriorating but I don’t think anyone else can. I can see it getting worse but I can’t seem to do anything. 
          
          Matilda by harry styles does seem to resonate deeply these days, and if you were here I know you would do that thing you do and make me laugh and tease me about laughing cutely.
          
          The thing that hurt me most about how we left things was the fact that it was unexpected, one day we were joking and pranking situationship and the next was total radio silence.
          One of my friends asked about you and I said that I couldn’t explain what happened between us, because I really don’t know what happened. You were reassuring me that you would never block me, and then you did?
          
          Also I saw a Leah Williamson edit and I almost sent it to you but then I remembered that you didn’t just block me on insta, you blocked me everywhere. 
          
          I’m also terrified to go back to school because my friends are ignoring me right now, and this year I have those super important exams so I don’t really have any room for friendship drama. If you were still talking to me you would give me some of that old man advice that I used to tease you constantly about.
          
          Anyway it’s getting late and you would nag me that sleep is important so as best put by Taylor swift;
          
          But are you still the same soul
          I met under the bleachers?
          
          But it's never too late
          To come back to my side
          
          And if you're ever tired of being known
          For who you know
          You know, you'll always know me
          
          Bye bug, from baby

CJ YOUR BOOK IS LITERALLY HAUNTING ME. I WAS LISTENING TO MUSIC AND OUT OF NOWHERE MY MIND WHISPERS "forever her sunshine in the midst of a dark world"

hey so I'm insanely tired of life and I'm gonna take a break!! I am not leaving forever I pinky promise, I just need to step away. I love you guys always, take care of yourselves while I'm away <3

Love your story. Keep up the great work. Lots of Love. If you want read a good taylor swift story check out the stories by @cmonjauregui. Show some love and support everyone. Thank you.

i wrote you a letter, if you even care.

if you had a mouse you love, and a snake came up to you and offered you forever peace, but you have to let him attack the mouse, would you?