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Help i forgot about this account

Woah i haven't been here in a hot minute

I'm so tired i haven't slept properly in ages and i keep seeing my friends dying and i feel terrible and i look terrible i just want to curl up and never get up i'm so tired

Go listen to Ode To Vivian. Now.

I get crazy paranoid before sleeping and i can't fucking do this i am so scared to sleep but i am so tired but if i sleep i always have dreams of people grabbing me and slitting my throat or killing my friends ughh

I actually hate eating like wtf why is food a thing it just makes me cry and makes me feel sick and then when i word out it makes me feel faint. Food is good for nothing

@m0onus Iwasn't making it a competition I thought maybe if you heard you're not alone u would feel a bit better-

My mum punched me for the first time today and bkamed it on her meds and shit

It's my birthdayy

My 1 year clean just went down the drain, sobbing