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how do i write circus performing scenes. Oh my gosh.
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RESTARTING THE “be careful who you trust” or whatever its called… lowkey this was before she was fully developed, so i was still adding things and wasnt able to fit them into the story !! she has a sibling and idk if shes mentioned yet. URRRGH buut i will work on it more on Saturday as im gonna actually be able to:33 trust me
i’ll be able to work on that, and the circus au , i cannot waitt ^_^
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“LOCK IN AND WRITE.” i say as i go back onto tiktok.
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so why can’t i just finish one thing cause omg …
like i have around five/four edits rotting in my projects, three different fan fictions if they even count as that
and absolutely no motivation. but thats ok..! we’ll push through it
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the temptation to make an oc x canon story of a different oc but i dont want to be like those weird people lowkey
like i’ve seen a lot of sexualization of the characters and like..no..??
i also dont want someone to see it and immediately start thinking im weird i’ll think about it for a bit and choose
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the next chapter (i think 8 ??? Idk) will be her pov
she gets hurt unfortunately
BUT currently im writing two things , a sbg circus au and the current one:3 just need to finish alot of things
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two meetings today…one tomorrow…PLEASE I DONT WANNNA at least for one i dont gotta talk but for two i do
but its just to get to know their students & if the students have any questions for the teachers (more than half the time i dont) i really do not wanna do this meeting because i feel like i was a wreck the last two days i think im getting better thankfully
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almost lost access to this account
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i have no clue what to do with 20 bonus wattpad coins