illusan

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          Ps.s. Love you 

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS ONE YOONMIN STORY!!!!
          the cover of the book was all white and in the center was i believe a photo of jimin in a blue square with a white shirt and he was holding a yellow flower. 
          the story was about jimin and yoongi both meeting in a train and becoming close, and later in the story, it is discovered that jimin has schizophrenia T_T
          please help me find it 

… 
          i started working on a sope story that i had brainstormed around last year january and for a long time i was determined to get it finished…
          but recently i began rewatching the walking dead game by telltale and…
          now i wanna write a woosanjoong story 
          about zombies :,)
          please stick with me everyone! don’t give up on me

currently going through old notifications of people replying to my comments and i am DISAPPOINTED IN WHO I WAS. that is no longer me, that was some idiot-
          anyway!!! which story should i update next? woosan OR seongsang? 

… do you guys still read 
           i’m back from a really long, unannounced hiatus 
          
          hope everyone is doing well

You’re kidding?!?!? BESTIE YOU UPDATED IM SCREAMJNG

guys...
          
          i’m sorry for disappearing for quite too long. i promise i’m not purposely giving up on these stories, but lately i haven’t had time due to school and now i have to deal with more family problems and my mental health. believe me, while i’m gone, i’m still brainstorming more ideas for my stories and even new stories to come. i’m not giving up but give me time guys 

so uhhh
          last night, i got a message from someone and they barked at me. like they literally sent me a voice message of them barking at me.
          
          i didn’t think much of it until they said:
          
          “Also u look like you read mLm knowing exactly why you shouldn’t”
          
          ofc, they were referring to the ship fanfics i read...
          
          ok listen, it’s FICTION 
          i don’t even pay attention to the characters in the story half of the time bc the storyline is just THAT good. i feel like i only pick certain ship stories bc of the personality and bond those members have, but i do not take this whole romantic ship thing seriously. 
          
          i literally don’t ship any member romantically outside of wattpad. i’m a best friend type of ship. ffs, we don’t even know the members’ sexuality or if they’re even into relationships!
          
          it’s literally so stupid for you to come at some shippers when you don’t even know them. i understand that some shippers take it too far to the point some of the members do not spend as much time together anymore. 
          
          which is why i say that if you’re a shipper (mostly romantic) KEEP YOUR SHIT TO YOURSELF! leave it here!! 
          
          wattpad is the only community where i can truly express my “talent” in writing and fanfics do get attention, i will admit. i write bc i love it and i want to be able to share this AU with others 
          
          but i do not ship the members ROMANTICALLY. some members simply carry the personalities and bonds I’D like to read about.
          
          excuse my rant....
          
          

WHAT’S THAT THING YOUR TEETH DOES WHEN YOU’RE COLD?!
          

ahem.
          i have a silly theory.
          if i turn out to be right which i doubt
          
          remember me
          
          
          but what if......
          back door is a w00jail diss song 0_0