@m3lle

Heyyyy

i was on a chat and the chat was "ur doing a sleepover w your bestfriend but there is a demonic child bothering you" (iykyk) and at first i was like "yeah i'll exorcise fast and no more talking abt him"...
          
          
          long story short...
          
          i now have an adoptive son
          
          
          he calls me mother
          
          i'm abt to cry yall

today i was doing my music lessons and out of F*CKING  NOWHERE my brain decided to flash old man yaoi of Nathan x priest from haunted hotel and i was trying my best to keep a straight face bcs no one else could see it

i was looking for haunted hotel fanfics (i like to know abt ppls ideas of the thing) and already found two possibly problematic fanfics

back to school, back to my bestie
          i told her i watched haunted hotel
          i told her i had a new favourite character
          she said "Abaddon"
          i said "Abaddon"
          idk if it's bcs she knows me or bcs everyone loves that cutie baby pie

last weekend i was cosplaying Abaddon (how do i write his name T^T?) and i did make up. i over shadowed my face and my whole family told me i looked half dead and sick and i was like "good"
          
          my aunt also told my grandma that i was cosplaying a depressed character and i was like "nuh huh"
          
          now i look half dead and sick but it's just periods i'll be fine tomorrow

i just watched the last episode of haunted hote and rewatched the first one
          
          first thing: i cried
          second thing: i'll create a cult to Abbadon
          third thing: i'm cosplaying Abbadon this weekend
          fourth thing: now that i know he's colourblind i noticed that in the first episode he had been looking closely and even smelling his cereals as it is the same shape as fruit loops so he tries other ways that the color to check if it is fruit loop or not
          fifth thing: in the first episode he mentions apocalypse as something he doesn't care about and is even happy if it happends because he'll get back his powers
          sixth thing: he holds his spoon like a baby
          ALL HAIL ABBADON FOR HE IS THE CUTEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN

so as i told yesterday
          my brain decided to over fixate on Beetlejuice
          well ya know what
          
          NOW IT OVERFIXATE ON ABBADON FROM HAUNTED HOTEL
          not the serie, JUST MF ABBADON
          
          BRO IS LITTERALY ME
          same eyes
          same hair colour
          same hair style
          same clothing style
          same smolness
          same possible autism
          same hate for ppl
          same gremlinness
          same personality
          same little softness
          BRO IS ME AND I AM HIM
          WTF

also 
          going to amusement park with my cousins yay ^v^
          
          now deal w my anger
          
          the park has a night show
          like a lot of parks
          but this one had one of the bests night shows
          
          lemme tell you the plot
          
          a shooting star dude (if you read my paragraph abt wish you know i love shooting star dudes) crash on earth and forgets basically everything.
          
          a girlboss (srsly slay girl) finds him and take care of him.
          
          bro just won't accept to be called a shooting star an calls himself "space garbage" and girl is like "nuh huh ur a shooting star"
          
          then he decides to go in space (i can't remember why) and girl is like "i'm coming w you mf".
          
          there's the og music man (prog gay too)
          
          then they find the star's mother, she tell him she left him and PLOT TWIST
          
          she actually left him bcs she was becoming a black hole and didn't wanted to kill her son.
          
          sadly, if the girlboss wants to go how the star dude has to sacrifice himself and get in the black hole (sounds weird when i say it like this)
          
          the girl is left at her house, alone, and sad (bcs of course she fell in love with star dude)
          
          she decides to make the with she never did when she saw star dude, she wish for him to come back, safe.
          
           AND BRO DOES! AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER!
          
          this sh*t made me cry everytime (i got every two years)
          
          AND THEY F*CKING CHANGED THE SHOW
          
          NOW IT'S ABT A F*CKING GIRL WHO GOES IN THE WORLD OF DREAMS TO DEFEAT THE RAPPING TEDDY BEAR TF WERE THEY ON
          
          i'm mad

help my brain decided that my last hyperfixation was too long ago and it choosed a new one...
          
          Beetlejuice
          
          why?
          
          srly why?
          
          i went from ut to crk to sp to tbhk to BEETLEJUICE WHAT THE HELL?
          
          i'm not fine TvT