mel

Hello

is this thing on 

it's been so long since ive interacted with any of u and regarding my short term memory, i find it hard to remember who u guys are also . i don't even remember the fics i used to write, how the story goes, etcetera. 
          
          so im really sorry if some of u asked me about it and i fail to answer :') because i don't remember anymore. it's hard for me to remember nowadays. i struggle with memories and have a lot going on my plate when it comes to my mental health. it's screwed to the fact that i think sometimes it effects my mind and emotions.

i crave for academic validation. i care less about the fact that the bags under my eyes are growing and those dark colors are just growing darker. i want good grades. i want what i want. 
          
          

imma try to write a book in my own native language; malay.

goosy

is this app even alive nowadays 

anyways hi, this is Mel typing this announcement. some of you might know me for my old creations. some of you might know via rumors from a fandom (the boys). or some of you maybe just followed me for whatever reasons other than these. 
          
          a little life update; my schedules packed with studying and i am a theater kid at my highschool. i write scripts and act too. i have a boyfriend of 4 months and counting, a new friend group that's better than my ex friends, a few goals set in mind and 7 months away from graduating. 
          
          in case you wonder, nope im not in any fandom anymore. i "grew up" or something like that. i rarely even watch you tube nowadays. if i ever do, probably Eddie's, Narrator's or some of the boy's videos on their main channel. 
          
          my reasons for why im back here is that i want to read some book recommendations and i miss making fictional characters suffer. 
          
          - end 
                                           Mel 

what did i miss?

a new book in process