m_thefancywriter
I have unpublished Aaveg as of now, honestly because I began to doubt my own work. The readers who had been with me in the journey had completed it, and most of the new ones were leaving the book halfway. I know no one is bound to read it fully and it's upto their own choice and liking but when like hardly one out of ten readers was reading till the end, I couldn't help my overthinking. Ki shayad agar iss ya uss point par aisa na hokar kuch aur hota toh shayad logo ka interest bana rehta, ya iss chapter mein koi kami hai, ya ye cheez hata deti hu, aisa scene add kar deti hu and all that. But the point is that I'm way too attached to Aaveg and the biggest reason is that I wrote it exactly how I wanted it to be. Even if I change something impulsively rn, it will not leave me. I love everything about the stories and characters as it is, but I'm also aware of the tendency of the human mind to sometimes (most times) let the recurring negative thoughts push us to make unlikely/trash decisions and I don't want that. I have no complains and I'm grateful and happy for the love and recognition it has received, despite me not being on insta, but... let's say my mind is playing and I know it. On contrary, it might just be an overwhelming phase because I had been living this book in my head constantly for more than 2 years and now suddenly I have nothing to do with it, so I'm desperately forcing myself to think about it. Maybe I'll get over it or when I'll start writing a new story (hopefully soon), then it will change. Pata nahi bas. At last, I would only say that I have taken it down for good. It's safer in my drafts.
Lots of love
- Manya
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@m_thefancywriter author please don't do that to us trust me it's a damn good book it has all elements that have been missing in the current books! I laughed, I cried; I experienced all the emotions! but still i you have decided then i hope someday you re-publish for me and the ones who loved the book a lot !
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