maahii_

if u see notifs i apologize,, i’m not planning on continuing writing (as of right now at least) sorry !
          	
          	i just wanted to edit/delete some things that i am now uncomfortable with when i think abt them,, considering it’s been years since they were written and, while i was around the characters ages then, i’m not anymore and it’s just,, eeee
          	
          	but i hope anyone who sees this has a lovely day/night !! : )))

FEARGARTEN

rip all your books ayee
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maahii_

if u see notifs i apologize,, i’m not planning on continuing writing (as of right now at least) sorry !
          
          i just wanted to edit/delete some things that i am now uncomfortable with when i think abt them,, considering it’s been years since they were written and, while i was around the characters ages then, i’m not anymore and it’s just,, eeee
          
          but i hope anyone who sees this has a lovely day/night !! : )))

FEARGARTEN

rip all your books ayee
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NickleSonic

Uh hi, are you still activecjeznq<这么十85。,(一$

maahii_

hihi, i don’t use wattpad as much as i used to as i’ve lost interest in many of the fandoms i used to write for, but sometimes i like to pop in ! ig i wouldn’t necessarily say i’m “active” but i’ve considered continuing some works in the future just for the readers:)
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maahii_

okay i know it’s been less than a month but i’m already looking back at everything i used to read, vote on, etc and oh. my. gOd.
          you know the “welcome back to me screaming” vine ?? accurate representation of how i feel after trying (unsuccessfully) to delete the majority of my past activity on this account
          HoLy MoLy WaS i On SoMeThInG
          also two of my closest friends follow this account now (one of them has been following for months without me knowing) so-
          celia, renee, if you see this message
          f û c k both of you <33 ; ) ly bbbb’s

maahii_

i haven’t slept before 12 am in the past 4 months plus i’m sick but will that stop me from going to a party tomorrow night, running into a mcdonald’s with tHe GiRlS in short dresses and heels while running into at least 20 other people who were just at the same party, then pass out somewhere in my best friends house around 3 am in spandex and a large t-shirt with a bottle of cranberry juice clutched tightly in my grasp after crying to her mom about guys and weird sex stories, and not remember any of that the next morning ??
          
          answer: no, no it won’t

maahii_

i’m hosing a (small) christmas party but i still have to wrap 4 more presents, decorate the house, finish making cards, bake two batches of brownies/set the table with food and some drinks, clean a bit, and just a million more things
          
          they’re gonna be here in about 4 hours
          
          but here i am
          
          on wattpad
          
          !11!1!!1?3)$(2$(737,&$7($.!($398(&;)

maahii_

my therapist noticed that i smile/laugh a lot while explaining issues even when i’m clearly not happy about the situation
          
          that, my friends, is a cute little mixture of stress, anxiety, sleep deprivation, and emotional distress that all mixes into the final result that is...
          
          me!1!1!1

kalxco_

@maahii_ I CAN RELATE
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