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Also, Gilbert Blythe is gorgeous and amazing and my freaking king. We never thought the day would come that I would have a fictional crush who lives in the 1800's- scratch that, Canada 1890s- Historical Fiction. But OH MY GOODNESS. He's smart, he's independent, he's open minded, he's charming. He's a little dull when it comes to his feelings, but he gets there!! 
          	
          	Gilbert Blythe. 10/10. Anne With an E, would recommend.

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Also, Gilbert Blythe is gorgeous and amazing and my freaking king. We never thought the day would come that I would have a fictional crush who lives in the 1800's- scratch that, Canada 1890s- Historical Fiction. But OH MY GOODNESS. He's smart, he's independent, he's open minded, he's charming. He's a little dull when it comes to his feelings, but he gets there!! 
          
          Gilbert Blythe. 10/10. Anne With an E, would recommend.

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I picked up a habit in middle school. This was a time where my world constantly felt like I was stuck in a room and the walls were closing in. I would talk to fictional characters, in my mind. I don't really talk about it to anyone, because it is insane. 
          
          I still do it. Not nearly as often as I used to. Sometimes, when I feel like my world is collapsing, I run back to that old habit. I'll close my eyes and insert myself into those worlds. I'll have a conversation with these characters. 
          
          I know they're fake. I know these people don't exist. But sometimes I genuinely feel the presence of them and I know it's my brain, but it brings me comfort. 
          
          I'm 16 and I have imaginary friends. Please don't lock me up 
          
          Right now is a terrible time for me. I feel alone. Somebody I care about is sick. In these times I am so grateful I can rely on my best friend to be there for me.
          
           But at night, I know I'm going to escape my world and go somewhere where I don't have to think about it. 
          
          I'm not insane, I swear. I just have a wild imagination that I rely on for emotional and mental support,,, oops. 
          
          Sorry for the rant, I needed to put it somewhere lol

-Dork_N_Nugg-

@mac_ann_cheese  "A paracosm is a detailed imaginary world. Paracosms are thought generally to originate in childhood and to have one or numerous creators. The creator of a paracosm has a complex and deeply felt relationship with this subjective universe, which may incorporate real-world or imaginary characters and conventions." Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paracosm
            
            It's totally okay. I do it too. You're not crazy you just have an amazing imagination. 
            - Nugg
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