hey everyone! i am alive, i wanted to apologize for being so inactive. my mental health has basically been in shambles, and i was also in the middle of graduating high school and applying for college. after being accepted to college, i basically worked all summer in order to pay for my expenses. i miss writing for you guys, and my mental health is actually on the way to getting somewhat better after 2 years of heavy struggling. i have some motivation and inspiration back, however, so i am going to be trying to update pretty soon.