I'm a sophomore in a school where i don't really belong. I don't know what i want in this life and i sure don't like my life i have. If i could i would choose any other life than mine. Grades aren't that good in the normal year of school. I am always rejected at everything i do even in my own mind. On a normal day its a war in my head that i never know what side will win. The side that dose win is normally my depression and self harm.