No one can make you feel inferior without your consent
                      -Eleanor Roosevelt


I'm dreamt of being a writer someday. I want to create a world through words and I want everyone to see it. But for some reason, I always end up deleting my work every time. So I satisfy myself by reading good books instead until I can make my own.

Recently, I started playing my recorder again aaaannndd.... I'm good at it..........
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during my elementary days haha. 

I don't know why, but I'm having a hard time learning it again. Maybe because I'm left handed and I'm still getting used to the fingerings. But nevertheless, that does not make me stop!
I suck at singing so  I figured, I can play instrument instead.

It is said that writing and playing instruments help release stress...or in my situation, it just added. Lol.

I can draw... AND I say I'm quite good at it! Ha! That I'm proud of! I'm not a professional but an artist can come from anyone and that includes ME! and you, of course...

My hobby revolves around those three, and mostly my days will not be completed without me reading something. 

I have a lot of scenarios playing in my head and I want it to write it all down but as I said, for some weird reason, I couldn't. That's just sad. Lol.
 
My life is quite boring. There's no thrill... I can't feel that I am alive. It is like I'm functioned to do something automatically. It is so dull... And reading helps me cope up with those, it makes me feel atleast.