Hi my alienators, my loves… I don’t even know where to start except I’m so, so sorry. I’ve been gone for way too long. I feel so guilty even writing this.
I read your messages on my board and it honestly broke my heart in the softest way. The kindness, the patience, the “update miracle” comments… it hurts knowing I left you waiting like that. You deserve so much better from me. I don’t take that lightly, I promise.
Life has been a lot. My dog grooming business is slowly growing, but I’m doing everything alone and mostly working 12 hours every day, and somewhere along the way I lost the time and my creative spark for writing. I swear guys... 70% of the time I just get home, relax with some videos and then fall asleep, and life has been on repeat for a while like this, and I'm trying to stay positive and keep going. So, me writing has been such a far idea in my mind with the lack of "ME TIME".
But I miss it. I miss you all, and I really can't wait to get back into reading all the comments left on my story and getting to know you all!
To be completely honest, I started questioning the story while writing the last few chapters. The ending I had planned doesn’t feel like “it” anymore, and now I’m kind of stuck figuring out where I want this story to go next. I’d really love to hear your thoughts and ideas too if you have some! Feel free to leave them in the comments, I hope it kick starts my spark! ^^
xoxo