My life has been very hard the past few months and I have cut and bruised myself over and over again. I have been crying myself to sleep everyday since the beginning of the summer. I have been places I have not wanted to go. I have been through stuff I didn't ever want to go through.
I have lose some friends these past days which that has made my life the hardest. now, i don't have people to go to and tell them about my problems... I have a wall to talk to. I need help. And losing friends isn't helping at all. It's making things worse. I swear if any of you that are mad at me see this... I have wanted to go through my woods and fall off my cliff for a million times now. it would make everybody's life a better place.
Layla, to you I'm the most sorry. you have made my life better ever since you joined it. but ever since you left it... It's been a horror show. I have had nightmares of me killing myself because I don't have anyone there to help me.
Goodbye,
Maddi.
