maddieAKF

So far this year I have had to endure 4 deaths, a break up, and a lot of other small bad things in between. My creativity that has been 60% of my personality has been completely drained into nothingness. What I used to absolutely love and adore now seems.. pointless. Hopefully once I move out, officially, and in a more.. I guess less depressed environment, my creativity spark will come back to me and I will be able to do what I love again.

maddieAKF

So far this year I have had to endure 4 deaths, a break up, and a lot of other small bad things in between. My creativity that has been 60% of my personality has been completely drained into nothingness. What I used to absolutely love and adore now seems.. pointless. Hopefully once I move out, officially, and in a more.. I guess less depressed environment, my creativity spark will come back to me and I will be able to do what I love again.

maddieAKF

Im having the worst writers block ever.. Im trying to think of ideas for each book... Nothing. completely blank.. Help me with some ideas? Private message the ideas to me. I'll take anything, for real its so bad :'(

maddieAKF

if you have herd of a show called Channel Zero, don't watch it.. season 3 will mess you up big time.. If you're into the whole creepypasta, gore type deal. fill free to watch it.. Just... oh god I wish I could unsee what I just watched

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Boy do I feel loved and wanted -.- my dads side of the family just didn't want me there when they did Christmas.. Way to make me feel wanted.. I officially dont care what happens anymore fuck it im DONE
          
          
          
          ....still gonna be on here to read my life away, live in a fantasy world and ease my pain from the heartlessness of my so called family

maddieAKF

*whpsh* top of the mornin' to ya laddies! Dudes guess what! I see Mark in 3 days! How awesome is that! I plan on giving him a well thought out letter after the show and of course my friend wants a pic and a hug from him.. Wish me luck guys and  anyways, THANK YOU GUYS so much for reading this post, and if you liked it PUNCH that follow button in the face...LIKE A BOSS! AND highfives all 'round *whpsh* *whpsh* So thank you guys and I'll see all you dudes........IN THE NEXT POST!!!!!

maddieAKF

btw, you might thought I would be flipping out over this... Nope I usually stay calm about meeting celebs because they are just everyday people..You guys do realize that right? Yes he is a life saver to many, yes he does charity streams, yes he believes in us... But think of him... Like you would treat your best friend you haven't seen in say 2 maybe 3 years.. Anyways if you guys need me I'll be in the smut--I MEAN fanfictions of Mark and Jack... yeah totally saved that.. Anyways may update tomorrow when I'm home so yea. later!
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maddieAKF

*whpsh* top of the mornin' to ya laddies! Okay dudes, I AM LOST ON WTF TO DO... No one informs me on how the hell do with my stories.. I really need your advise on which story to update and guys you should pm me on ideas for the next chapter to come! I mean, i have some ideas but im not sure people will like them because I just can't keep my mind on track with what i want to write.. maybe if i read some suggestions from you guys i can finally get rid of stupid writer's block.. And the reason of lack of posts is because i just lost two of my favorite people in the whole wide world in my family and i miss them very much.. So if you could pray for my family that'd be awesome.. but enough ramballing for one post.. I'd like to hear your thoughts on everything! So anyways, THANK YOU GUYS so much for reading this post, and if you liked it PUNCH that follow button in the face...LIKE A BOSS! AND highfives all 'round *whpsh* *whpsh* So thank you guys and I'll see all you dudes........IN THE NEXT POST!!!!!
          
          ps. Smut books are open for requests