maddy_willow

UPDATE- the issue has been fixed. I'm just an idiot lol.

maddy_willow

Hey Lovelies! so there seems to be a glitch in Wattpad that is preventing me from putting a title and description of my new book Vox's Management. I'm going to keep the first chapter unproduced for now even though some people might've already read it in hopes that wattpad can fix this for me. for now there will be a delay on the new chapter. I apologize.

maddy_willow

I'm gonna regret admitting this to you all but in my free time, literally any time I'm rotting in bed, I have been writing chapters for "Vox's Assistant" and I currently have 8 chapters in my drafts. I know I'm insane and NO YOU CAN'T HAVE THEM! I'm going to be periodically putting them out every 3 DAYS as I've been doing to give myself some time to breathe so don't hate me for not publishing them right away. I swear I'm not holding out. I love you guys way too much but putting chapters out periodically will help me slow myself down and get other stuff done. ADHD brain sucks. ~Maddy
          

maddy_willow

Thought I should mention this on here since the last time u guys saw me irl I talked about it. A bit embarrassing now but I guess the long distance thing didn't really work for me. My bf and I broke up after we talked about the elephant in the room. The elephant being the fact that neither of us are financially stable or willing to move across states for the other. We both want to be with our families and the timing is rough right now. We are both young and haven't figured out how to be financially stable yet. Talking realistically is hard but necessary for adulthood and ultimately we came to the conclusion that we needed to work on ourselves before providing for eachother.

StaticMoth_shiping

@maddy_willow awww that sucks I'm sorry! I know for sure that there are plenty of fish I the sea, and there will be one for you :3 and your self always come first before anyone else, I hope you have a great week! We love you maddy :]
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Velenna

@maddy_willow  Aw thats rough :( I hope things get better for you soon, your writing is amazing! Take your time with ur writing. we will all still be here whenever new stuff gets posted. This is your reminder to take care of yourself and touch grass <3 I hope things get better soon! 
            
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Hi Maddy!! I recently discovered you, and I was like "ehh fuck it I'm going to read this and feed my obsession" so I read it and fell in love. I wanted to say thank you, whenever I felt really sad in the past 2 months I would read it and fall into the endless reading loop. Thank you so much Maddy for having this incredible story for us, and feeding my verry much unhealthy obsession with this man. By the way, when you posted your vidio, I laughed at the jokes, and you made me happy and your sound effects where perfect, jokes, and the little decor, and I wanted to complement how pretty you look, and you earrings where so nice! Anyway I dont want to bore you to death! Thank you maddy, and I can speek for all of your readers/followers we love you! 
          
          P.s- sorry if I spelled ur name wrong lol ok bow I'm leaving baiii have a lovely week <3

maddy_willow

They say that going on big crazy trips has a tendency to change a person. For a while I've admitted to having problems with my mental health within the last year or so, but never actually acted on it. That tends to reflect in my writing and it doesn't necessarily make me a bad writer, but I do like to be open and honest about myself, because of the effects it has on my writing. After traveling to London I've realized that I have not been taking care of myself mentally, physically, or spiritually. I have little motivation to actually change it, but I remember how good I felt when I used to work out. I want to start again, I have just been lacking motivation and feel so burnt out. Family has not been helpful. I have no idea what I want to do in life, but they constantly push me to get jobs that I don't want. I'm constantly stressed about my financial situation. I don't expect any sort of pity. I just hope that people can understand my mental state and why sometimes I write the way I write, or why sometimes I lack the motivation to get chapters out. This is a monster that only I can face and I just need to start motivating myself to be better and to take care of myself. I hope y'all take care of yourselves too. ~Maddy