I know nobody is going to care about this, but i need to rant and sometimes i think that you guys will listen. I mean is life really worth living, like is it worth the pain, the stress, the frustration, the depression, the anixety, the anger, the endless nights where you can't get a bit of sleep, hating yourself, finding yourself lost without anyone to go to, trying to fit into society's standards without making a fool out of yourself. Im tired, im so tired of the heart wrenching feeling that im alone. The one that you cant describe. My mom shakes it off as Im just 'sad' they don't understand. Im lost in a spiral of my own emotions, ones that i cant deal with.
Ik nobody is gonna answer to this. But i need to feel like i have something to live for, like i want to live. I want to feel happy again but I cant.
Sorry i know wattpad isnt the place to put out my emotions like this. Its just my last resort.