madelainee045

quick update about my books
          	    --> King x Reader : Probably wont be updated until 2021, like literally since thats only a month away. It could be another few months.
          	    --> Ban x Reader : Probably the same time around when I'll update King x Reader
          	
          	
          	  I apologize for not updating at all. Depression sucks, it takes over your brain and everything around you has no matter. You just sit in bed for hours on hours, until you have to physically force yourself to leave your room. That's exactly how I'm feeling right now. I hope all of you are safe and healthy during this time. And please if you need help, dont be afraid to reach out to someone, especially during these times. 

madelainee045

quick update about my books
              --> King x Reader : Probably wont be updated until 2021, like literally since thats only a month away. It could be another few months.
              --> Ban x Reader : Probably the same time around when I'll update King x Reader
          
          
            I apologize for not updating at all. Depression sucks, it takes over your brain and everything around you has no matter. You just sit in bed for hours on hours, until you have to physically force yourself to leave your room. That's exactly how I'm feeling right now. I hope all of you are safe and healthy during this time. And please if you need help, dont be afraid to reach out to someone, especially during these times. 

madelainee045

did i get coronavirus
          
          yes 
          
          ive been quarantined for like 3 weeks already. 
          its not that bad, just like a really bad cold, with a shitty cough

Magdalene_Rose

@animethighs____ im soo sorry hope you feel better soon
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madelainee045

i currently wont be updating any of my books for a little bit. due to the overload of schoolwork ive been given and my job. the lack of time, ect. i hope you all can understand, thank you. 

The_Alternate

@animethighs____ alright! Dont stress yourself out :3
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IShotCupidForScience

Hey, if you ever decide to would you please make a gowther x reader book? It's fine if you can't

madelainee045

@SxmplyAlexis  I will consider it. Since I already have a few published books im working on but I will look into it!
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ctrlteaa

Hey I was wondering if you could read some of my Nishinoya x reader please it has like two chapters but ya can I plz get some feedback✌

madelainee045

I know nobody is going to care about this, but i need to rant and sometimes i think that you guys will listen. I mean is life really worth living, like is it worth the pain, the stress, the frustration, the depression, the anixety, the anger, the endless nights where you can't get a bit of sleep, hating yourself, finding yourself lost without anyone to go to, trying to fit into society's standards without making a fool out of yourself. Im tired, im so tired of the heart wrenching feeling that im alone. The one that you cant describe. My mom shakes it off as Im just 'sad' they don't understand. Im lost in a spiral of my own emotions, ones that i cant deal with.
          Ik nobody is gonna answer to this. But i need to feel like i have something to live for, like i want to live. I want to feel happy again but I cant.
          Sorry i know wattpad isnt the place to put out my emotions like this. Its just my last resort.

madelainee045

@Wolf_Libra thank you, and okay <3
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bluup_bleep_bloop

Hi! I love your writing and wondering when will you update Broken Bond, if you're not up to it it's okay, I don't mind waiting! Stay Safe~

madelainee045

@bluup_bleep_bloop  hiiiii (◍•ᴗ•◍), so updating wise it depends on how im feeling honestly. the good news though is that im starting to write drafts of the next chapter and how the story might turn out. so im slowly but surely starting to write it again. I will let you know when the next update will be once i sort things out (✯ᴗ✯)
            
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