madladsey

hey guys, it’s been way too long.
          	
          	life has been really life-ing recently. i don’t want to lose touch of my creative abilities/outlets and i don’t want to let you guys down with my story by not updating. but it’s been incredibly hard to do so. i have no motivation or desire to do anything anymore for some reason. i’ve been struggling with mental illness and using questionable habits to cope which has made things even worse. not to mention, everything i try to do to help seems to fail. it feels like life is working against me. i keep thinking ‘oh i’ll just update once things get better or i’m in a better headspace’. it does not get better. i’d love to say that it did and that i’m finally ready to finish my story and fully reintegrate myself into this world again, but i can’t. 
          	
          	thank you guys all so much for the kind words and love you’ve shown for my story, it truly makes a difference. i’m sorry once again for my absence— i’ll see if i can get some creative juices flowing. 
          	
          	in the meantime, be kind

Scarlet1900

@madladsey What happened to you’re hidden world story, like can’t I still keep it in my library?
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d1lfobsession

@madladsey you don’t need to apologize for anything, please we just want you to take care of yourself, we really don’t care about the story and more about how you’re doing, take all the time in the world you possibly need and we will always be here if you need anything
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1dames

@madladsey I’m a new reader of your book, and honestly it’s one of the best I’ve ever read on this site. Please, take your time in recovering. Although I don’t know what you’re going through, I give you my empathy! Take care, dear author! :)
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NezuVIX

Hey missy, I hope all is well on your end. 
          I was trying to find your wonderful story “My Own Hidden World” and noticed it was gone. Then saw your post about feeling down and about losing your creative juices. 
          Honestly, I’ve been there, I get what you mean. I just wanted to give you a small reminder that its ok to take your time and just do whatever you need to do. You have us fans waiting for your return when the time is right. 
          Because of your story, it helped me wanted to write again, your creativity made me want to become a better writer, even if its just fan fiction. 
          Until then, please be kind to yourself and give yourself some love. I hope what ever is going on in the real world is that it gets better and calmer. 
          Bless your soul and keep doing your best and remember that you are always enough. 
          Take care ❤️

HoyOkra

hey girl, i’ve never been one to reach out but i just wanted to express how much your writing meant to me and so many others (seriously, it’s like a core memory). i hope you never feel like you owe anyone any explanation for whatever you’re going through. you have given us more than we deserve. please take care of yourself and know i’m always sending u so much love