Marin

I’m stupid so my brain thought that when I woke up in the middle of the night at 3 it was the right time to get up. So I did! Now II’m just sitting here in my room bored as hell 

So, you know that Bokuaka fanfic In Another Life? (On AO3 btw) Well, I AM NOT READING IT! I do not want to cry. I just saw a TikTok inspired by it (they drew scenes from it) and I almost cried NO THANK YOU and also now when I hear the “In another lifeee” in the song The One That Got Away I get sad 

I HAVE DONE SOMETHING! I don’t know if someone thought of this before, but Yagami Yato’s nickname for Kuroo is Chibi Chan which means kid. Hawks’ nickname is also kid. THEY HAVE THE SAME JAPANESE VOICE ACTOR! I don’t know where I’m going with this but I just wanted to say that

Soo... my boob was itchy. A normal thing... but I looked it up because I wanted to know why. The first thing the internet said was breast cancer. I didn’t even panic but I laughed because it was strange that it was the FIRST THING to come up

I have some great news! My mom is trying to get full custody of my brothers and I! Soo... My dad and step mom kinda suck. My dad is there but not really emotionally. He really only talks to my older brother when he is in trouble. My step mom is super passive aggressive and rude to my siblings and I. They’re both SUPER nosy. Just being there makes my anxiety super bad and I don’t feel safe. My dad used to do the same to my mom when they were married. He even hit her sometimes. He doesn’t hit us at least. Hopefully we don’t have to see them. I’d probably be a lot happier. (Btw I go to therapy and my therapist knows about all of this) My older brother and I decided we would tell a judge about all of it. I might not write much because of that and school. 

So... today I was bored so I made an OC for Percy Jackson. While I was making her I realized that she is basically my ideal girlfriend. Now I’m kind of in love with her... oops

I MIGHT BE GETTING A PUPPY TOMORROW!!! Nobody ever reads these but he is a maltipoo and we are going to name him Grover. (Like from Percy Jackson) I’m really excited and if I end up getting him I will make an author’s note in AHLL. (Apollo’s Horrible Love Life)

Can someone request people for me to do for my story AHLL. (Apollo’s Horrible Love Life) It can be anyone! Thanks! (Just btw if you haven’t read my story please do)
          -Marin

I JUST CAME OUT TO MY MOM AND MY BROTHERS!!! I feel really good and now I just have to come out to the rest of my family... I will probably just end up waiting though.

I WANT A GIRLFRIEND!!! Or a boyfriend Or just someone to love me... I’M SO LONELY AAAAAA (being in the closet in soooo hard)