Madaline

ok so i’ve been gone too long and holy shit this country sucks so all i’m gonna say is acab blm and i will be sending all the good vibes to the witches who are gonna perform protection spells on the protesters during the upcoming full moon. also daddy anonymous can have all my kids and we have no choice but to stan. 

Holy fuck. I was gone when I found out the news. I can’t possibly ever explain my feelings and the absolute grief I feel about this. I thought it was one of those rumors but I searched and searched and was hoping and praying it wasn’t true. But it is. My heart goes out to the Tomlinson-Deakin family. A week after #TwoOfUs and 2 years after Jay’s death, this. It is so unfair and this family has been through enough already. I keep not only Louis in mind but also the others, Lottie, Daisy and Phoebe, and little Doris and Ernest. They might have been young enough that they might not remember much of their mother but I feel like they may be old enough to have lasting memories of Fizzy and that breaks my heart. They are so young and the entire family is so close knit that this must be so unimaginably hard on all of them and I could never even begin to fathom what they are going through. We lost a beautiful soul that day who was so exited for her upcoming projects and other things and one who certainly wasn’t done with her life. My heart is shattered from the news and I just hope that they all can make it through this rough and hard time as best as they can manage. 
          
          We love and will miss you greatly Fizzy. Hope u have a wonderful time with ur mom. 

Umm so HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY. THIS LITTLE FROG IS 25 WHAT? I hope u have the best birthday and that u are surrounded by all the people u love *cough* Louis *cough* Live ur best life and everyone treat people with kindness bc TODAY IS HARRYS DAY. 
          Lots of Love - Madaline 

It’s late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOUIS FOOKING TOMLINSON. THIS LITTLE BALL OF SUNSHINE AND HAPPINESS IS 27 *we are all crying* AND I WISH HIM NOTHING BUT THE BEST AND I HOPE HIS HUSBAND HAS TREATED HIM IN ALL THE WAYS. anyway. Just wanted to say that. 

thanks for adding my story :)

IM SO MESSED UP AFTER READING THE BOY WHO CRIED SUICIDE. I DONT THINK ANYONE UNDERSTANDS HOW MENTALLY UNSTABLE I AM. I WAS CRYING FOR LIKE MORE THAN AN HOUR AND NOW IM JUST HERE AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL OR WHAT TO DO BUT I CANT READ ANOTHER BOOK BC I CANT HANDLE THAT RN AND ITS ALSO REALLY LATE. I SHOULD PROBABLY SLEEP. WHY AM I STILL TALKING IN CAPS??? goodnight. 

So I just had a mini convo with a fellow Larrie and they made me feel good about myself and I just want this memory bc its a good one so here I am writing it down...