maelovesyouu1

still grieving my girl rue rue… she was so precious. life was never fair to her

xestape

i should’ve never checked my notifs. i’m genuinely heartbroken. 
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sadgirlbylanaa

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oh fuck my baby rue AAHH *heartbreak emoji*
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missilinaa

@maelovesyouu1 pls stop reminding me
          	  (。•́︿•̀。)
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mysticdcll

i went through your reading lists to find good books to read then realised i don't know French sob

mysticdcll

@mysticdcll DAMN IF MAE SAYS ITS GOOD THEN ITS GOOD IMA GO READ IT ASAPPP 
            I WOULD REC U TO CHECK OUT MY READING LISTS, ALL OF THOSE BOOKS R PEAK
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maelovesyouu1

omg i am so sorry i never answered this but like yess girl my reading lists wack asl </33 imma update it one of these days. gimme recsss @mysticdcll
            
            @fefezzzzz YES i love irrevocable. so so flipping good 
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fefezzzzz

@mysticdcll you could read irrevocable by missilinaa — it is rlly good read so far !!
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mysticdcll

I read alot of your analysis about the books and I'm gonna need you to write one of your own bc you are so smart omg how do you even do that dilpwicjqjciwichricikwjpis edijdiejcjjx

maelovesyouu1

@mysticdcll PERIOD. omg, close to ur heart how? i want allll the deets 
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mysticdcll

@maelovesyouu1 cant wait to see more from you tho twin u smart af<3
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mysticdcll

@maelovesyouu1 YOURE VERY WELCOMEE!!! AND YEAH, MAKES SENSE WRITING BOOKS CAN BE SO HARD TWT. AS FOR MY BOOK, I WOULD SAY IT IS NOT THE BEST BUT ITS JS A SILLY STORY THATS RLLY CLOSE TO MY HEART
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maelovesyouu1

still grieving my girl rue rue… she was so precious. life was never fair to her

xestape

i should’ve never checked my notifs. i’m genuinely heartbroken. 
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sadgirlbylanaa

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oh fuck my baby rue AAHH *heartbreak emoji*
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missilinaa

@maelovesyouu1 pls stop reminding me
            (。•́︿•̀。)
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snitches_get_bitches

Thanks i guess. 
          For your help. Btw my life is getting back.
          I have to figure many many things out but i think till july 19th. My 20th birthday. I would be content.
          I am planning to. Doing everything i can.

snitches_get_bitches

@maelovesyouu1 to be honest. I am just reminding myself that if things go wrong i have one more chance. Butt. I don't want them to go wrong.
            
            My birthday is on july 19th. When's yours?
            Yours was in June i think. But at that time i was really not in the correct state of mind to do anything. So i am sorry for not wishing.
            Happy belated birthday.
            May you get everything in your life. And beyond.
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maelovesyouu1

@snitches_get_bitches what’s your plan to get better? as in like, what do you want to do to improve your condition if it makes sense 
            
            don’t pressure yourself btw. allow urself to feel all of your emotions, take breaks when you’re tired and reward yourself when you did what you could <3 lmk when your birthday is so i can send you a message hehe 
            
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carmenisbad

I dont know if you know them, but you remind so much of the band “the marias” 

maelovesyouu1

@carrmenita I LOVE HEAVY!! you know ball gurrr
            
            my the marias favs are lejos de ti, paranoia, otro atardecer (w/ bad bunny) and cariño. the lead singer has such a soothing & therapeutic voice i swear. love you anyway is amazing too
            
            their instrumentals & production are perfection too their music makes me levitate 
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carmenisbad

OH AND ALSO IF ONLY GOD I LOVE THAT SONG 
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carmenisbad

@maelovesyouu1 my favorite songs definitely are fog as a bullet, vicious sensitive robot and heavy. I love her voice its so soft, raw and mystical. How about youuuu?
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mysticdcll

DID U BEGIN TOSKA? IF SO, WHAT DO YOU THINK SO FAR? THE PLOT WAS SO GOOD IT KILLED ME. IF U DIDNT START YET, LMK WHEN U DO

maelovesyouu1

AJHAHAH i didn’t.. *yet*. it’s lowkey 4th in my tbr, so i’ll get to it, but in a little while. OMG i’m also going thru the fattest reading slump rn. how do i get my motivation back? </3 
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blackwaterline

I was going to ask this on the other board but idk yalll I like the vibes here feels safee <333
          Anywho do you know how Blue gets off the island to capture Flora? Are there certain people allowed to leave the island? And if so, why go back? Are they allowed to leave but choose to stay? And who is blue, like Suri is the daughter of the president of India, and I honestly forgot who Alon is, same with Kim and Lev. Do you know who they are?Just wanted to ask you since you seem kind and you know the book! Sorry if that was a lot!!! You don’t have to answer <3

blackwaterline

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AHHH! Thanks for clearing things up for me! This actually helped a lot actually now I’m not so fucking lost lmaooo 
            You’re a sweetheart thanks so sos so much <<3333333
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maelovesyouu1

@blackwaterline
            
            2) based on what we know, none of the attendees are allowed to leave the island without permission, as they are either temporarily or permanently exiled there. their freedom ends at the island, allowing them to do their own thing within its boundaries, but it doesn’t extend beyond that. other than enzo and MAYBE the director’s kids (pippa and porter), i don’t think anyone actually owns a boat to leave on their own.
            
            3) blue is a member of the retain program and of enzo’s house (house 1). she is nigerian, & her name isn’t actually blue. she adopted the pseudonym because she often interlaces her braids and hairstyles with blue ribbons, i believe. i think it’s also important to note that she is enzo’s most-trusted soldier.
            
            4) alon is a first-year like flora, but he is a reform (the 2 year program flora was initially in). he’s from the philippines and it’s his second time being sent to bedlam. also suri and flora’s friend. 
            
            5) lev was captured at the same time as flora, and is also a first-year. however, he was immediately banded red and made a retain, and sent with the upper-years along with ginger. he is a new recruit of house 1 (enzo’s house). 
            
            6) kim is a member of house 1, and also blue’s hidden love interest/sneaky link LMAOO. really hates flora, and extremely loyal to enzo. 
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maelovesyouu1

@blackwaterline HIII GIRLL! literally so happy you came here with this, cause you know i love me some house of bedlam https://pin.it/4snGGJ4bd
            
            LMAO thank you for complimenting the vibe. it’s so all over the place because i have all kinds of conversations on here but… literally come here anytime with anything <3 
            
            obviously, i’m just a reader like you are, so some things can be unclear to me as well sometimes </3 buuut i do feel kind of knowledgeable about the book’s plot and characters from how often i rr and analyze it LOL. i’ll answer everything to my best ability & support it with evidence wherever i can. i hope it helps you!
            
            1) blue is an upper-year from house one, and we can assume that she’s been around for a while based on how well she seems to know enzo and his history at bedlam (her telling flora that he has been here the longest, and also blue being his “strongest soldier”). knowing enzo’s cautious nature, it’d take time for him to trust someone with important tasks in his house, and blue being responsible for those, and her occasional conversations with him, suggests that there is some sort of familiarity between them. back to the answer, it seems like the director sends off a few trusted upper-years (particularly from enzo’s house, cause they wore a navy uniform when flora was collected) to collect the recruits by deceit/manipulation, since they look young and friendly like them. if the amicable approach doesn’t work (it did on flora, who was desperate for a drink), given that the upper-years/retains are trained to fight, by sending them, the director ensures an effective capture nonetheless. blue’s high status in bedlam undoubtedly made her a good pick. 
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maelovesyouu1

SO ironic to see the same ass people who would come for others on a specific author’s board for expressing concerns and… analyzing a book for being “toxic” and “dramatic” do the exact same when they realize that the concerns were actually legitimate ✌️✌️
          
          poetic justice lmfao 

charookie

i’m crine and my question still isn’t answered
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