Okay okay okay wait tell me why I'm having a panic attack. WHERE IS TAHT ONE HOBIE BROWN ONESHOT BOOK IT WAS MY FUCKING FAVORITE. It was male reader only and author was trans and it had the best shit and I think the author had autism too and I left so many comments and voted up all the chapters and now even the author is gone I'm looking thru my following and library and they're both gone fuckfuckfuckfuck I'm not okay I'm so not okay I'm not okay. What a shitty time to not have discord holy shiiiit.