flare

im back on my bullshit and hyperfixated on set it off. i’ve been writing a fanfic and im thinking about posting it, updates will be whenever i remember i have wattpad

It’s been a long while and I’m sorry but I’m back!

I Unpublished Lovely so you don't have to sit there and wait on my lazy ass to update it, but soon I will finish the book and re-publish it. The reason I haven't been updating is because I had an idea for an 'adopted by emerson barrett' story, and I've been working on that, but I'm working on chapter five of the adoption book, and I have pretty neat ideas for it. Anyway, to anyone who needs to hear this, you matter, you are loved, you are valid, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. 
          Have a good day my fellow humans ~B

I'm sorry for not updating anything. I don't have my sam and colby obsession anymore, so I might take down those books, and to everyone reading Lovely, I'll be writing new chapters soon. I've got an Idea for a new book, so I'm writing that right now. Anyways, sorry for not warning you about me falling away from Solby, and about the new book I'm writing. I felt I should wait until I knew I was done with sam and colby. So, my apollogies to all who read and enjoyed my solby books, I'll have one last chapter explaining my fall out. Have a good day my fellow people.

There is a little story I'd like to tell
          About this little boy who came from hell
          Sit right there and listen real good
          I'll tell you all the ways his misunderstood
          But I see you standing there with that wicked stare
          Just stay for the show
          Are you ready no are you ready to go

cuz when you're lost, you're found, you're gone

we are the noise bois
          w e  a r e  t h e  n o i s e  b o y s

My anxiety is slowly rising rn. I just heard a dog whimper/whine and i have no idea if it was my dog that's in a different room or one out side but i'm too scared to get off my bed and check. I've never heard a dog outside of my house this late at night and i'm terrified. but all i know is that it stopped. It wasn't on the video im watching because i've seen it a billion times in the span of two days and basically have it memorized.

Do you ever feel sad for no reason? Like you just wanna cry, but are afraid people will see and just keep asking "what's wrong" over and over again? Then you have no explanation. That's me right now. I'm holding back tears, and I don't even kow why I'm sad. Hope your having a good day.

you know you need sleep when you look up zodiac signs of people in bands you like and see if they're "compatable" with you..... it's one o'clock in the morning