mahyeee1

          	I don’t understand why you think you get to have an opinion on how I should feel when you haven’t been in my shoes. You read, you get attached, and that’s completely valid. But I’m the one who gets attached, writes, edits, overthinks, and lives through every chapter. I’m the one carrying the emotional weight of it all.
          	
          	I am one who created them and they are constantly in my mind so my attachment is way more than any of yours.
          	
          	I didn’t start writing on Wattpad for fame, numbers, or validation. I started because writing gave me peace. It was my therapy. Lately, though, it hasn’t felt like therapy it’s felt like pressure. Pressure to update. Pressure to satisfy expectations. Pressure about plot twists and endings.
          	
          	I accept criticism genuinely. But there’s a difference between criticism and taunts. If you speak with respect, I will always listen with respect. Please don’t assume I’m “affected” by words or that I’m shutting down the book because of people. I stepped back for my own mental peace.
          	
          	Wattpad used to feel like home. Right now, it feels like an office with deadlines.
          	
          	I understand you’re attached. I understand your curiosity. But from the beginning, I said no spoilers. And if an author is repeatedly ignoring questions about the ending, staying silent about it maybe that silence is the answer. Sometimes taking a hint is part of respecting boundaries.
          	
          	It might seem childish to you that I’m reacting this way. But you don’t know me. You don’t know my life outside this platform. I’m a university student managing responsibilities, and I was still updating almost three times a week. For what? Because I cared.
          	
          	Please stop blaming others or creating unnecessary fights. And please don’t ask me to republish the book. There are plenty of stories with happy endings you’re free to read those.
          	
          	I’m choosing what’s best for my peace. That’s all.

imfeelin22

@mahyeee1 okay take your time. i hope you'll come back pls plsbut when you're ready!  i didn't knew the order to read the books. while ready zehn e siyah i got to know rahat is about noor and zarar. now im reading it. i was so scared to read the villian series idk why lol. but they're my favourites after gabol's story ofc. i love your all characters sm. what i like about them is that they have their own depth and storyline. like while reading rahat and ruya people were badmouthing AJ but when we got to know AJ's perspective, everything changed. i love your books sm. they're many wattpad books I've read but im not sugarcoating or anything, your books have next level of depth! i will miss youhopefully when you're fine you'll come back. till then i will complete reading all of your books cause girlll im hooked
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beautiful_soul0208

@mahyeee1 Wow.. I'm happy you took a stand for yourself. Have seen it many times here on your conversation board, you telling that you won't be writing stories on SidNaz, even that didn't stop people from asking about the same thing again and again. 
          	  People are just dense sometimes, and want to continue living in their own world. Not only that, they expect their delusions/interests to be fulfilled at any cost, as if the whole world is at their mercy. 
          	  All the readers who are like the ones I have mentioned above have some shame. Don't watch movies or web series anymore if you are scared of how the story will unfold. But no, you will watch them, but when it comes to novels/ stories, you just want happy endings. Not everyone in this world will have a happy ending. Accept it and move on! If not, don't ruin it for others and grow up!!!!
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--Afifa--

Sorry, just don't leave us we love you first as author then your books , love you and miss you @mahyeee1
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Rahat_4

@mahyeee1 don’t have words…I miss you and your writing so much already…notification from wattpad and I’m like “oh zehn-e-siyah update” but then I forget that…we messed up bad I’m missing you so much…missing Sikandar and ruhya…so much..even when I see a similar song that u once used in your edits I’m like oh damn I miss you so much…please author don’t quit fully..you can take as much space as u want we will wait just do not quit forever author it’s going to be same hard if u do ❤️ please forgive everyone quickly author you can write however you want nobody will object and updates they can be once a month but we need it love you so much author ❤️

Rahat_4

I don’t see ur Instagram id too anymore 
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preetiarora19

Is there anyone out there who watched ludo movie, mujhe saari stories us movie k jesi lagti hen, mein 2 Saal se read kr Rahi hn inki stories par pata hi nhi chalta tha k kese sab cheezein ek dusre se connect ho Rahi hen, people are getting connected with each other in different aspects, shah jatoi gabols Chaudhry sab kese mil rahe hen na aapas mein, I mean that just looks like 4 aspects of ludo, green yellow red blue, aur ja kar milte hi hen aapas mein, aur jab goti Marti hai iska Matlab in sab mein se koi ek out hehehe, I don't know Kya bol Rahi hn, I am very bad at explaining, but must watch ludo movie once, you'll get to know what I'm trying to say
          And yeah I miss a lot reading your updates, just letting you know you're the best, never give up on anything♥️♥️♥️

stvrrarissime

Wow yehan alag entertainment chal raha hai 

lattetwirly

@stvrrarissime be mindful of your words kuch bhi boldeten ap loug. author kitne stress mein hain apko andaza bhi nahi huwa?? thora to khayal karen someone is at her low point in life ap k liye entertainment hai? pls be mindful of your words
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