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missing my words ❤‍

What happens if the only thing that keeps you going is slowly fading away? Where do I seek a reason to stay alive?

for some reason, I decided to hold the chances and endings. but I'll continue writing it, but for now, for myself na lang muna siguro. it's for my well-being ig. 

I'm actually contemplating... I think I have to unpublish Chances and Endings :( 

how can i know what to do when in the first place, i don't know what i want? 

hi, i honestly don't know how to turn these thoughts into words. but i just want to update this feed. i wasn't able to publish anything last sunday because i was busy with something-- perhaps my mind is occupied with the thoughts of survival. i just graduated last wednesday and now i am in a dark road of finding my way out. out of the circumstance i have put myself into, and into the path i am about to take. I'm currently facing the challenges of a fresh grad and it's quite a bit overwhelming lol. i just hope the world would be kinder to me. this message may not be for anyone but maybe it's for myself. I'll try to update as soon as I can :) 

wait-- can't we pause? i'm stressed n overwhelmed (｡>ㅅ<｡)

Chapter 7 is now ready to be published for tomorrow pero bakit feeling ko ang sabaw  (　-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷄◞ω◟-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷅ )  anyways, graduation na sa wednesday (´◦ω◦`)

Thesis Satisfactorily Defended ❤‍ (I'm about to post a whole essay to express my gratitude but I'll just save it for my graduation day lol) （｡>‿‿<｡）

I tried to publish the chapter I've previously prepared but I'm too exhausted to revise it. Our NMBE was conducted this weekend and our research defense will be on the 22nd  -̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷄◞ω◟-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷅  n tomorrow will be the start of our graduation practice (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠) anyways, our graduation day will on the 29th sooo maybe by then I'll be able to publish some parts lol. Have a nice evening everyone ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ good night ( ´･ω･)