mintsun
hii do u hv insta
maiscupoftea
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also lore drop before i disappear into thin air again guys my ex bsf texted me saying shes sorry that we argued yadda yadda yadda and that she wants us to talk like we used to and spend recess together and the thing is im already with the my current friends so it would be so weird for me to ditch them bc my ex bsf wants to make up with me when they were the ones who hung out with me all this time right so i told her that we can talk like usual sure but i dont want to hurt anyones feelings and that im fine with how things alr is and she said "dont listen to them" idk what she exactly meant by that but like if she meant that the girls r forcing me to stay thats like so messed up im gonna scream i didnt respond to that bc i literally dont know what to say ho and earlier rhis day she texted me again she found my old book back 2 years ago while tidying around her room and from that blablabla we talked a little abt upcominf eid celebration at school and suddenly she says she wants to study with me now i dont mind at all to teach/tutor someone but if thats her purpose of befriending me again zawg im gonna explode pls im not assuming thats her intention i mean i feel like shes honestly sincere abt it but gang im lowkey tired of literally everyone coming to me asking to teach and tutor them when theres sm other initiatives they can try first like they could watch yt vids look up exercise sheets ans quizzes online but their first instinct would be to hit me up its not that i hate it i just hate the idea of someone merely using and seeing me just as that and not for how i would be as a friend like do u get me im actually gonna go insane i gave an excuse that i need to take care of my niece i hope she doesnt ask much further plsplspls understand me zawg
dulcetiikeu
@maiscupoftea nonono I mean it's okay to love your own company and you shouldn't let anyone disrupt that comfort and enjoyment and I really didn't know your guys' history and wow that's not the kind of behaviour I'd show to my bsf or ex bsf or whatever. atp it's totally upto you whether you should entertain her or not
maiscupoftea
@dulcetiikeu IDKDKRKRJD pls aeha its like SO so awkward talking to someone who literally looked at u like u mauled her whole family for close to a YEAR again like JKEKWJWLANES and ive been enjoying my own company way too much now im so comfortable as i am plsplsplssplseokske i feel like a mean antisocial freak i promise u i dont mean to hshshshehe
dulcetiikeu
@maiscupoftea js my opinion but if you think she's genuine about getting on good terms again then ig it's okay with spending time with her, maybe just advice her a few study tips instead of sitting with her throughout the study session idk yeah
maiscupoftea
guys tmi i bought a hee jersey its the one in the background pic and i bought mep ramyeon the one enha advertised i bought two of them its a set ok it comes with a merch pc sprtof but its like a deadass square so u cant really fit it anywhere ok anyways when i opened the first one i screamed bc i thought i got hee but its actually niki they both had ash blonde hair but it ok we ball and the next one i actually got hee ZAWGGGG I SCREAMED SO BAD PLSSSLEJWKSJHE
maiscupoftea
i spent 7 hours studying alone in a cafe should i be concerned
maiscupoftea
@janejennn @LegswideforJay IM OK LOL DW i just thought its lowkey funny being in a cafe for 7 hours without getting kicked out LMAO
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heeseungs voice haunts the SHIT outta me.
maiscupoftea
im alive and well guys im just preparing for exam
maiscupoftea
@maiscupoftea + that being said broken promise and blue valentine updates r yet to be out of the basement lol mostly broken promise bc i cant even write new chapters for blue valentine yes im still mourning hee
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guys im SO sorry how mean dada is in broken promise i feel so bad now i used to bully heeseung so bad for being an asshole in broken promise it feels so wrong doing that now
dulcetiikeu
@maiscupoftea nooo I mean you fixed that in blue valentine you gave us green flag hee don't feel bad no no
mintsun
maiii hiii
maiscupoftea
"omg i literally have specific personalities for everyone i talk to so i could match their vibe im so borderline!!" hey so people actually kts bc of bpd
maiscupoftea
@maiscupoftea mind u i actually heard someone say this irl i wish i was making this up zawg
maiscupoftea
hot take but lowkey "things i thought were normal but are actually [insert mental disorder]" vids are kinda pushing people to self diagnose (which most of the time WILL be so so inaccurate as symptoms and severity is not the same for everyone) instead of seeking help from actual professionals
may_bornmia
@maiscupoftea and DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED on the k-pop stans who think their fav ships have one member who's autistic because "awww autism is so cute omega worthy" BEC IT'S NOT??? "saying [something random] is my vocal stim of the week" NO, just get off the internet and get to your algebra homework already ffs </3
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@maiscupoftea SO. FUCKING. REAL!!! Like ain't no way those people claiming they have OCD because "ewww i don't like germs" would survive a single day in the headspace of a person with OCD. LIKEEEE BROOOOOOO, bipolar disorder is NOT mood swings ffs!! I am diagnosed with that shi and it's a whole roller coaster ride to even have the same frame of mind for 3 days straight
brighttulip
{@maiscupoftea} i haven’t seen any of those videos but why is that so messed up…i think for some people it doesn’t occur to them that mental disorders are painfully real and that people actually live and struggle with them. someone actually tell them that being ignorant isn’t aesthetic and it just proves you need a reality check.