Remembering RM's words in my head, I finally figured out what it really means to just accept yourself. I believe that we live in world, where we are told constantly to bend down to the rules and very few don't because they see something wrong with the system... After turning 20 and entering college to study Science, I realized that I was chasing after a fake dream, which would've end up giving me fake achievements and fake love from people around me. I'm glad to say that I'm finally making changes but at least I've realized that I was on the wrong road.