makayla ♡

happy 2017!!

don't u hate it when youre reading a book and then it's smut and like whoops and then u goota go to bed but you're like worked up bc same 

people are so immature, don't tell people who are my friends to stop talking to me. jealously doesn't look cute on you and there's a reason for you not having any friends. 

i hate it when u don't talk to someone u used to have hella deep covos with. and i don't want to say anything bc then they'll probably think im clingy or annoying. 

im having a weird craving to go to new york and b really tumblr for fall/winter loolz bc my summer sucked 

bless up 2 God for niall horan making a public snapchat 

youre my every eleven eleven wish

is it bulling when u don't talk to someone??

i just want to grow up & leave tbh

words can't describe how im feeling right now. one part of me has already thrown my phone into the floor, screamed, cried for almost 3 hours and wants to kill my self. the other half of me, wants to feel happy for him and his new girl, i want to feel like i know she can make him as happy as he has made me. but right now, i don't like them together. and that's ok. because im never going to send hate to her, because that will make him sad and i won't feel any better. i want him to be happy because whenever i see him cry or put himself down, i cry and i never ever want him to feel that way ever again. i don't want her to feel sad because she is just like every other girl in the world who has fallen in love with him. no, i don't like them together right now, but i just want him to be happy. i wasn't ready for him to get a girlfriend, everyone is saying that they where but i sure as hell wasn't. i don't think ill ever really get over it, but i will hopefully start to except them. im still in love with him and i don't think i will ever not be, but now i have to learn to let him be with whoever he wants, because he was never mine and i was never his.