makiwife

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this is going to be vent bc Im tired bottling my emoticons srry if this might sound childish but Im fucking crying of pure anger rn so I dont really give a shit.OKAY so I am the oldest of my family I have three sis my mom wasn't really tbh in my childhood eventslike school plays ect nor was it so good my dad was a alcoholic when my mom would leave me and my only sis at that time at home with our dad my dad would force us to get in the car me and my sister and drive where my mom was walking towards to begging her to come back Years later luckily my dad stop being a alcoholic sometimes still drinks toomuch but its not worse like before both of my parents decided to spend time with my othersiblings and me trying to be the supposly better parents than they were before well pretty much a fucking lie on my moms part not my dad btw! My own mother who said is supportive has made me go silent Abt my OWN sexuality and forcing me to go to therapy made me think I looked better with straight hair causing me to straight it 2years and choosed most of my clothing and more stuff I wont say bc I dont think its necessary to say rn in this moment The reason Im in this horrible mood rn its bc I have my first game of flag foot ball and I need my gloves and mouth guard I've been telling both of my parents theses past weeks to order it or go to a store to get them they would say later every time when I asked my mom that I need to go to the store she starts yelling at me saying dont yell at me its your fault bc your always on that phone But yesterday my sister asked to order something it was a book she said ofc with no later or get out ordered it for her with a smile on her face when she yelled at me I remembered the moment it caused me to cry and it made me think is it bc Im the oldest if so I suffered the most so deserve little more love is it hard to ask or is it bc I dont look like them at all my parentsare tan browneyes blackhair short I'm tall hazel eye brownginger like curlyhair pale

makiwife

I couldn't fit all of it in one comment as you can see :)
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makiwife

so that's how am feeling rn guys!
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shayster_hiya

Are you not gonna do the maki fanfic chapter 5? 
          Im so sorry is this seems rude i was just wondering  (its totally okay if you’re to busy!!)

shayster_hiya

oh trust me i am enjoying it but typing on your phone might be difficult
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makiwife

Srry mb for not updating Its just my computer I write on doesn’t work anymore so I have to get a new one I’m thinking to type in my phone if I don’t get one soon AND TY FOR READING it makes me happy someone enjoys this<3
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makiwife

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this is going to be vent bc Im tired bottling my emoticons srry if this might sound childish but Im fucking crying of pure anger rn so I dont really give a shit.OKAY so I am the oldest of my family I have three sis my mom wasn't really tbh in my childhood eventslike school plays ect nor was it so good my dad was a alcoholic when my mom would leave me and my only sis at that time at home with our dad my dad would force us to get in the car me and my sister and drive where my mom was walking towards to begging her to come back Years later luckily my dad stop being a alcoholic sometimes still drinks toomuch but its not worse like before both of my parents decided to spend time with my othersiblings and me trying to be the supposly better parents than they were before well pretty much a fucking lie on my moms part not my dad btw! My own mother who said is supportive has made me go silent Abt my OWN sexuality and forcing me to go to therapy made me think I looked better with straight hair causing me to straight it 2years and choosed most of my clothing and more stuff I wont say bc I dont think its necessary to say rn in this moment The reason Im in this horrible mood rn its bc I have my first game of flag foot ball and I need my gloves and mouth guard I've been telling both of my parents theses past weeks to order it or go to a store to get them they would say later every time when I asked my mom that I need to go to the store she starts yelling at me saying dont yell at me its your fault bc your always on that phone But yesterday my sister asked to order something it was a book she said ofc with no later or get out ordered it for her with a smile on her face when she yelled at me I remembered the moment it caused me to cry and it made me think is it bc Im the oldest if so I suffered the most so deserve little more love is it hard to ask or is it bc I dont look like them at all my parentsare tan browneyes blackhair short I'm tall hazel eye brownginger like curlyhair pale

makiwife

I couldn't fit all of it in one comment as you can see :)
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makiwife

so that's how am feeling rn guys!
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makiwife

I forgot to start writing total opposite's bc I wanted to finish writing my Hange x reader fan fic AND TRUST THIS ONE GOOD I have been planning this story for months now but in total opposites I didn't...

sayonarane

@ makiwife   I'll be happy to read this one
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makiwife

WHY MY SISTER STARTED TO FOLLOW ME GUYS IM SCARED AND PUT HER FULL GOV NAME BRO IMMA GET EXPOSED

makiwife

I DONT WANT MY IDENTITY BE EXPOSE
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makiwife

I've been watching nana AND I swear on God takumi when I catch you takumi imma jump your stupid ass NANA SHOULVE MARRIED HER OR NOBUO IDGAF IF HACHI IS TRUELY HAPPY

makiwife

@gaysoekjin yeah I’ll try to upload it this month!!!
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gaysoekjin

WAITTT ARE YOU WRITING IT??? ARGHHHHHHH WHATTTTT
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makiwife

@gaysoekjin REAL IMMA GET A PIÑATA OF HIM IN TWO WEEKS BC ITS MY BIRTHDAY AHHAHAHAH AND BTW I’m almost done with the first chapter of hange x reader>:))
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