makoberri

9日6月2○17年,
          
          i'm literally so lost for words right now. i've been trying so hard for the past three days to create the video for the character preview but i don't have a stylus and other things to work with for them. i'm currently using medibang which is honestly not that bad but quite complicated to use. however, i'm not going to take internet pictures as i want my readers to like my creations, not some other people's one.
          
          i've been trying so hard so i guess it's time for me to take a break, make some adjustments here and there and try to purchase art materials and then draw them before creating the video. but i'll just have to work on my own, and perhaps i could ask my brother for his phone and stylus and quickly work on the character's (half body because it fits the cropped photos i'll be using) but he's always not home.
          
          i'm going insane, my ocd kills me internally and i've been trying so damn hard but i guess nobody really cares after all...
          
          goodbye.
          
          - 真子

8日6月2○17年,
          
          i've remade the novel trailer of restart the world, and i'm working hard on creating the characters but honestly i'm so stressed out right now and i want to die. i'll be catching up on my homework, get a quick cold shower, try to rack my brains on how the heck i'd be able to get my characters out perfectly and then go back to my homework.
          
          i'm also searching for songs to fit the next video and i guess now i'll be more active on youtube then i get to work on wattpad but i have a major examination in september or so and if i don't pass the exams, my ass would get whooped by my asian mother so hard that even my teeth feel my suffering; argh damn it. why can't irrelevent topics in mathematics ve replaced with life skill lessons, etcetera?
          
          i'll get back to editing the remade video and then i'll surf wattpad while thinking of ways to make my characters again. i want to be productive, haha. i've been lazing off so much these days that i start to feel bad about it.
          
          it's going to rain soon, and it's getting a bit warmer and warmer here in japan and i just want to dive into a deep pool of cold water and just swim in there but then i'm allergic to chlorine so i'll just sit my ass down on my bed while i do my work. also, i'll be making the characters have half the body because it's much better that way and it won't affect my ocd too much.
          
          see you later, people who have just found my account and already hate me.
          
          - 真子

7日6月2○17年,
          
          holy crap. i made a youtube channel which i'm not going to use unless i'm making edits of my books and i've just finished working with the novel trailer of 世界を再開する and i'm excited and just pumped up but i'm hungry as heck now, and it's going to be morning soon here and i'm shook because i've never made a video for my novels before but this time i did and i'm super proud of myself.
          
          by the way, the channel's called 真子 霧島, the opposite of what it should be as youtube twisted the name and made my first name go before my last name.
          
          i'm super proud of myself and i might be trying to make the character introduction into a video so you guys can get better understanding of them and perhaps start your gay ships, lmao just kidding. ψ(｀∇´)ψ i'll have to edit my account and set it up properly and also get back to doing my homework. and also, i've mentioned about a face reveal in the previous entry but i won't be doing it for privacy reasons.
          
          also, you aren't able to contact me on youtube because i'm not going to respond to your questions regarding to anything as i'm probably going to miss the notification but to message me or contact me via email is the best or add me in google plus. and, you can't contact me as in forms of video calls, simple calls or anything where you have to see me physically unless you doubt me and think i'm creepy, i'm not a catfisher so please be kind, i'm just shy. （´-`）
          
          i'm just a procrastinating asian pigeon who loves writing and can't draw and would die to make a wonderful digital art of their characters. if you are able to make a good digital art of all five characters, i won't be able to pay you because i'm broke and i'm sad because of it but i want to be fair to you too.
          
          i'll go to sleep now, night.
          
          edit : posted in the noon, ah damn it. i fell asleep and forgot to press post.
          
          - 真子