what am i to do?

@cbdmqttia haha ily <3

@cbdmqttia aweee you're so nice. I believe I've improved my writing, but it still doesn't satisfy me lol. Surprisingly, I don't use snap, only instagram. @mantecasoldi if you wanna add me :D.

@malefantassy i’m so glad you’re okay! i rlly do hope you come back, you were such a talented writer and i loved your writing sm :’) honestly i’ve kinda collapsed too. i actually can’t think of anything anymore, i only read on here now. i love you n miss you always, i’m always here for you, you can add my snap if you want too - humnah13   <333

@cbdmqttia Ahh it's okay. It's been a month and yet everything has collapsed in a way. (I'm okay tho) And that reminds me of the days when I used to write fanfics about Mattia (lol).  I unpublished them all because I had a mental breakdown and I never published them again. The books are still in 'my stories' but everything is so confusing. I have been writing, literally about anything, but it's not the same as before. I wish I could complete a book but I can't. I also wish I could somehow come back and write about Mattia, but I also can't. I AM DYING because I love writing and I have so many ideas but I'm blocked. Anyways, I know it's too much to read but I needed to open up. Also, if somehow I get to come back and write, I don't know if it's going to be in this account. I'm not using this anymore. Either way I'll let you know :). Hope you're having a nice week and remember to drink water. I love you.

@malefantassy please do : (( but it’s up to you of course love !!!

@cbdmqttia ahhh don’t say that. it makes me wanna come back to this acc

Yessss

@malefantassy purrrrr, but im good queen. hbu

good , hby ?

@malefantassy happy birthdayyyy 

happy birthday <3

hereeee

te amo, i miss u sm(*^*)

@Mattiapolibih03 hola preciosa!!! lol ya se, me alegro, siempre me acuerdo de ti cuando entro en esta cuenta<3

oi amore!! eu senti tanto sua falta! quais são as chances de nós dois voltarmos ao mesmo tempo haha

@phhrrysgf lol bruh my brother’s 26 and so is his friend LSHSKF i’m going crazy