malicesoup

love that you beg for will eventually feel bitter (I'm going through things)

malicesoup

@TaeddyxShooky 
          	  hi miami. I really don't have the energy to spawn on another site rn, so why not leave a mini rant here? I'm in my sad emo era rn. dealing with some heavy things currently. it's draining me out real bad. there have been fall outs with close friends, and me drifting away from someone that i really really loved. I tried communicating (might have done too much of it), and all I hear is I'm busy with this and that. she really left me with this blackhole in my chest *thumbs up*
          	  anyway. phew this is just a small sight into my life and i feel like i ran a marathon trying to type this out. i guess these little things added up and left me doubting my whole worth. currently spending days wishing i ceased existing or asking my roommates if i should colour my hair
          	  (I got a haircut btw. chop chop all my long hair is gone)
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TaeddyxShooky

Still waiting for you. :( 
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TaeddyxShooky

How are you doing though? 
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radiokenobi

hey, i hope you’re okay

radiokenobi

@malicesoup aw gorl :(( in’sha’Allah you’ll do well, I’ve been okay I just finished my first sem of uni so im off for winter break 
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malicesoup

@radiokenobi I'm okayyy. it's exam season for me :"") how have you been?? <33
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malicesoup

love that you beg for will eventually feel bitter (I'm going through things)

malicesoup

@TaeddyxShooky 
            hi miami. I really don't have the energy to spawn on another site rn, so why not leave a mini rant here? I'm in my sad emo era rn. dealing with some heavy things currently. it's draining me out real bad. there have been fall outs with close friends, and me drifting away from someone that i really really loved. I tried communicating (might have done too much of it), and all I hear is I'm busy with this and that. she really left me with this blackhole in my chest *thumbs up*
            anyway. phew this is just a small sight into my life and i feel like i ran a marathon trying to type this out. i guess these little things added up and left me doubting my whole worth. currently spending days wishing i ceased existing or asking my roommates if i should colour my hair
            (I got a haircut btw. chop chop all my long hair is gone)
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TaeddyxShooky

Still waiting for you. :( 
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TaeddyxShooky

How are you doing though? 
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hellopandash

I was just speaking to my fellow roommate of my best years and without a doubt it was 2018-2019. It was wild. Fanfic writers were brawling everywhere, K-pop was at its peak, and life was so unserious back then lmao. I occasionally freeze in my memories and don’t want to come back. 

taeminkouk

@hellopandash I completely agree. I feel you boo. I remember when I first got into bts and It was feeling, as you said... unreal. You have no idea how much i want to turn back the time-- to that moment and do everything exactly the same. Enjoy it as much as I can before coming back to this. This.. life.
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malicesoup

@hellopandash the cringe is physical but at least i know younger me was the happiest she could've been
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malicesoup

guys the silly alien in my head is tickling my panic button ;(

donewmyself

@malicesoup then, we need a clever plan to outsmart him o.O
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malicesoup

@donewmyself he's a sly parasite comrade ;_;
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