malickmybody

the boys were aMAZING last night I cried so much awww

bxtchuguessin

I think I'm late on this but what happened to beneficial friendship !!??

malickmybody

@bxtchuguessin honestly? I dont even know, I just logged on one morning and everything had deleted. I wasn't dwelling on it too much though as i didn't actually like writing the story and so yeah, I don't know what happened but its definitely gone now. sorry :/
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malickmybody

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my body is numb and i can't breath and everything is blurry and slow motion and it's all happened so suddenly and I'm crying so damn hard. there's a possibility I won't be writing anymore guys - no more fanfiction and i might delete my stories. don't try to chAnge my mind because this a choice of my own. the boys are saying that they will carry on but nothing it the same without zayn. those boys have been in my heart since they first formed on the X factor - so yes, everything will change now as they all have helped me so Fucking much in my life (no joke) they made me smile, laugh, cry and now I just feel numb.

inspire59

@malickmybody i truly hope u feel better. tbh i was crying alot too. just try to be happy for him,  i know its hard but try. stay strong
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