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It’s crazy how stressed I was about drum major tryouts two years ago. The disappointment when I didn’t get in, the determination I felt for being a section leader, the guilt I felt for not being a good role model as my knees put me out of commission a lot, the excitement for when I entered my junior year as a drum major, and now I’m head drum major! Life is such a rush, but god, I’m so excited for what’s next in band! 

Every time Lillith has a speaking line on The Owl House, I can always hear just a little bit of Katjaa from TWDG, and it really serves as a reminder that I’m so far from being over that game. I never quite move on from any fandom, just continue to love more and more 
          
          
          TWDG
          Beyond: Two Souls
          Minecraft: Diaries
          Sword Art Online
          Fairy Tail 
          Gravity Falls
          Star Vs. The Forces of Evil
          Amphibia
          The Owl House
          
          The Wolf Among Us
          My Little Pony
          A Night in the Woods
          Heavy Rain
          Detroit: Become Human
          FNAF
          Ducktales (2017)
          
          
          And I know, almost none of these things have anything in common, but I love them all! There are so many more that might just not be in my memory right now. I love these shows, anime, video games, and YouTube series with all my heart. 

I’m apart of 9 different fandoms (at least the ones that I focus on the most) and it sucks wanting to make references or jokes about more than one at once to people who have no idea what in the world is going on. But I do make myself laugh when doing it, so it’s worth it in the end! 

Last night, I had a dream that the Fairy Tail 100 Years Quest had to suddenly be cancelled (I think Mashima had possibly died in my dream), and there was one last chapter. Everyone died in it, and I don’t think I’ve been that emotional in a dream in a long time. 
          
          
          Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk. 

Never join band 

reminder: the next one shot is due tomorrow at 7:00 p.m., eastern time ❤

Drum major tryouts are today and I’m super nervous 

Over here thinking about being a drum major for my sophomore through senior year, and now I have to practice. Sigh, I’m already stressed 

I updated my bio to add something else, and I absolutely love it. If I ever finish my fanfic, then it’ll most definitely be said in it. 

I finished my playthrough and recording of episode 4 last night and I bawled like a baby when I thought Clem died. I was so emotional throughout all of it and I can’t believe that this fantastic story has come to an end. Thank you so much telltale and skybound for giving us this little girl that has changed our lives. Imma gonna miss this game, but it had an amazing ending. It’ll always stay in my heart. I’m so thankful to have been a part of this journey