mama_kuro

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
          	
          	MAY YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL AND PROSPEROUS YEAR

mama_kuro

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Hello everyone, I know that most of you will not see this message, respond or even care, but I need to address some things. 
          
          
          I am literally not ok and I've felt so unmotivated to continue writing "The Dream Demon" or any other projects. 
          
          
          My depression has gotten worse to the point I've been considering süicidë or just SH. My body dysmorphia and gender dysmorphia has been just plain bad. I'm so desperate for love and support these days. 
          
          
          School has been a bitch as usual and the new rules that they have is triggering everyone. I'm also beginning to forget brother and I can't go to his grave without bursting into tears! 
          
          
          Tests are coming and I'm already writing some and they're making us write two on the same day as well as giving us homework. Trump is making my country look bad as well as the racists who are telling lies. But yes, I know the government is corrupted, but not to an extent where there's a whole genocide of a certain race. 
          
          
          So, my life has been shit and not to sound inconsiderate, mean or offensive, but I think I'm autistic, I've been researching for awhile and I've seen some signs, but this is just a self diagnosis, I still need to go to a professional. 
          
          
          Please don't report this, my last rant was taken down by Wattpad and I don't want this to happen again. I appreciate whoever did that since you're concerned, but pls don't do it to this because I'm speaking what's on my mind and I don't want it to disappear before ppl can get an explanation of where I was and to let everyone know I'm still alive. 
          
          
          Take care of yourselves and happy reading, 
          
          
          Kuro♡

mama_kuro

@t-claw thank you for the support and I hope you get it in return x2 as much
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t-claw

@Kuro-Jinsei sorry to hear you are struggling and stressed rn I hope you take some what little time you have for yourself and use it to take a mental and physical break. I understand the depression and dysmorphia stuff as well as I go through the same, it's hard but you can do this. I believe in you. Also good luck on tests.
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