My Apology.
I’m 16 years old, I start working at the fresh age of 15. I haven’t stopped since, I have school and bills to pay. I have a social life to keep and family to cherish. These are excuses but they are also the truth. I have Wattpad in my phone, hardly touched and my books never glanced at. I enjoy writing, it’s my getaway, it gave the opportunity of a lifetime but i simply cannot make my time solely around it. I do it when i am free, when i don’t have writers block and when i know i can write something. forced writing is never good content and i hope you understand that. writing is relaxing but writing books is pressurized, keeping a plot and maintaining it with a million new ideas storming all at once is h a r d. i cannot sit here and lie to you, i think about writing all the time and wanting to do it but i simply do not have the motivation to do it. i can write freehand with no worries but sometimes book are just squares you can’t go out of and you have to stay within the lines. and i think that’s my problem but i am working on it. i apologize sincerely and deeply, i am not consistent, trying hard enough or sitting myself down and doing it. i apologize, i hope i will better for you guys soon. i’m trying, i will continue to try harder.
i love you, blessings.
al’x
