mamamiaqueen

I have posted "A Proper Farewell". Please check it out as its something of importance and fairness. A proper closure and explanation. 
          	
          	-Bri

FoxSpaceStar089

thx for the follow!

mamamiaqueen

@FoxSpaceStar089 I don't actively read or write as much on wattpad anymore as I used to, but I still go on the app from time to time. Maybe someday I'll come back to finish the 20 story drafts I have sitting there at the moment...haha.
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FoxSpaceStar089

oh, I see this account hasn't been active much though
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mamamiaqueen

@FoxSpaceStar089 No problem! Just want to help smaller accounts any way I can.
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mamamiaqueen

I have come to the conclusion to leave for some time and I’m not sure when I’ll be coming back, there are lots of things that I want to focus on so this is my goodbye for the meantime.  I will be back someday but it remains unknown. 
          
          This is not a forever goodbye, that day will come after “that story” which I have planned out fully so this is a temporary farewell. 
          
          I love you all
          
          Goodbye, 
           
          -Bri❤️

MaylorandDeacury101

@mamamiaqueen ok love be safe ❤️❤️❤️
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mamamiaqueen

@-persianpopinjay- Thank you so much for understanding and don’t worry, I’ll still be reading and voting on stories as well as doing some other work on Wattpad, it just won’t be on this account, that’ll be on my other one but I will be back soon.❤️
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mamamiaqueen

@MaylorandDeacury101 Don’t worry, this is not the final goodbye, yet. That’ll be another day  but for the meanwhile this is a temporary farewell, I’ll still be active on Wattpad, just not on this account but on my other one. I’ll be back here after some time though.❤️
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mamamiaqueen

So um yeah...I have something to tell you all...
          I haven't been really honest with what's been going on and after such a long time of holding it in, I've come to the conclusion that it's best for it to become known. 
          
          If you don't want to hear about my personal issues that's fine but I want to be honest, that's all. 
          
          So, its official, I finished "Within the Mist" for those of you who didn't know. Now, it wasn't an ending of satisfaction for me personally, it was more of a relief. So you can sort of say that I rage quit. I never had any passion for that story ever, but I went in and wrote it, on the brink of quitting so many times along the way. I would've done it, but at that point, it was too late and not wanting to come to terms with the fact that I wanted to quit was a feeling that I just pushed away, ignoring the side of myself telling me to let go but I didn't, refusing to let myself go that route. I was thinking that if I quit, I would be a failure, but that was before I saw through things. Ignoring what I was feeling the wrong thing of me to do, for many reasons and I had become used it. But I have come to my senses now, seeing the reality of things and what I did wrong. Failure is a scary thing but continuing on with a story that I absolutely hated was a failure all in itself and I can see that now. I would've gone with my gut feeling of quitting it, but myself at that time went ahead and ignored it and all my desires all together, the nagging thought of being a failure driving me further to go on with it. But with being writing the final chapter, something inside broke and that was when I knew I had to be honest with myself and stop unnecessarily torturing myself and let it go. So, what I'm saying is, I'm going to take some time to reassess myself and focus on other things that I genuinely care about. I will still be voting and reading other stories, but for the meantime, I will be taking much needed break. Goodbye...
          -Bri❤️

mamamiaqueen

@-persianpopinjay- Thank you for understanding, it is very much appreciated. And yes, outside expectations and pressure from others is a big factor to feel this way and for the meanwhile, I’ll be gone for sometime. It’ll take time but I’ll make sure to come back feeling better. 
            -Bri❤️
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-persianpopinjay-

I am sorry you feel that way, but after working so hard, you have every right to take a well deserved break for as long as you want, and I hope no one makes you feel obligated to come back when you aren’t ready. Hope you feel better soon :)
            -Maya
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mamamiaqueen

@precious-babes Thank you for understanding, it means a lot to me and I will make sure to come back soon, mentally healthy. It’ll take sometime but I’ll get there. 
            -Bri 
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