visionscalled-
vance and i are used to being home alone, señora arellano. we will be okay :)
mamaphones
@visionscalled- ✿ ꜝꜝ ꕤ estás seguro? you know you're both welcome to stay any time you'd like.
mamaphones
mamaphones
; imma bring her back too so cb && i'll get to them in the morning
ruinedself-
buenos días !! i made breakfast :D
ruinedself-
lo encontraremos, sí ? it'll work out !!
ruinedself-
aquí, mamá. for the birds :)
* beginning of his carpentry skills !!
ruinedself-
you knew !! :0
ruinedself-
no, ma, mi conducción es increíble !! ( .. ) that was a stick, not a small child !
mamaphones
; cb and drop and i pinky promise to actually get to them ??
mamaphones
; bringing her back too so cb n specify !!
livingdeaths-
* ʳᵉᵐᵒᵗᵉ ᵛⁱᵉʷⁱⁿᵍ ˡᵒᶜᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ ﹕ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃᵇⁱˡⁱᵗʸ ᵗᵒ ˡᵒᶜᵃᵗᵉ ʷʰᵒᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᵘˢᵉʳ ᶜʰᵒᵒˢᵉˢ ᵃᵗ ᵃⁿʸ ᵍⁱᵛᵉⁿ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ ᵒʳ ᵖˡᵃᶜᵉ.
ms. arellano, i can do it.
{ crazy. that is how many adults see the youngest hopper whenever she tries to speak of her abilities, seen so annoyingly as a persistent child in pure desperation rather than taken seriously. they, like her peers, laughed at her -- called her delirious. delusional. hopelessly hopeful, enough so to fool herself with ease. it is both a blow to heart and soul to be doubted by those who had been just as desperate before she revealed what she knew, but ms. arellano would not laugh at her.
she has faith in that.
not one soul has heard from carrie since robin's disappearance eight days ago. she has not left her house, spending every waking moment pushing harder than she ever knew she was capable of. finding robin, vance, griffin, bruce, billy --- that is not just a goal anymore. by the grace of god or an early grave, she will make it a reality.
so here she is now, sitting on the familiar floor, two days sleepless, cold after walking in november's torment, and determined. one hand clutches a blindfold, the other an open pack of tissues, and she is ready. ready to give SOMEONE hope. } i know he is alive. i can prove it. i .. promise.
livingdeaths-
BE BRAVE, @mamaphones : sí. { her movements are swift and precise as she pulls together the materials, heart racing with the adrenaline pumping her veins. the possibility of being crazy has passed through her mind before, despite knowing her own mind all too well, and it does such now. because if she is wrong, she is failing the people who mean the most. if second guessing oneself was a game, she would win. the blindfold is pulled around her eyes with a practiced handiwork, dark hues closing with the familiar pressure. deep down, carrie is more than willing to damn herself to the death predicted for her if it means saving those she loves so dear, but speaking such truths creates an argument she cannot run through again. she knows full and well that ms. arellano, much like carrie's own mother, deserve to have the relief and comfort of their sons being alright. of their sons being a͟l͟i͟v͟e͟ . the knot tightens once. twice. each breath drawn is even in her nerves, fearful of what may be waiting versus what may already be gone, but she cannot think like that now. } i will be okay. i will . . . stop. if it starts to hurt. ( .. ) but i will find him. i promise. he will . . . i will find a way to bring him home.
mamaphones
@grabbersees- ✿ ᵎᵎ ꕤ ( crazy is not carrie. not esta niña preciosa. crazy is those people who are in prison. crazy is the man who kidnapped her son. but carrie? she is the farthest thing from crazy. maggie believes this much to be true. and she will stick by it until she dies. but this does not mean she doesn't worry. worry may as well be her middle name. she has worried for her sons more times than she can count, and ever since carrie came into the picture, she became a victim of the major worry as well. so of course the worry strikes as she holds onto a cup of chamomile tea, ready to be sipped—and spilled— at any given moment. ) estás segura, carrie? no quiero que tu are pushing yourself too much. ( her accent is heavy as she suddenly switches languages, leaving her with a strange pronunciation of her ending words. she needs to work on that more, but she feels like preparing a wet towel instead, just in case that may help the younger. )