!!!!VENT!!!!
im scared to go back to school.
im tired of this specific two people that i used to be good friends with judging me for everything i do.
in their eyes:
taking my most prized possession and keeping it from me, even though i hate when things are out of order or missing, and have breakdowns because of it = fun
me getting upset over it = being too sensitive/ “iT’s JuSt A sTuPiD fIdGeT”
and then i felt bad and apologized and blamed myself in the five paragraph apology, putting NO BLAME on her, and you know what she said instead of “i forgive you” or “it’s okay now”?
“im not reading all that bro.”
im done trying. i dont hold hate or grudges, but its hard when someone doesn’t try to forgive. she’s not even trying. AND THEN, when i had a rash and started itching it, she said it was fake S/H. why? BECAUSE OF THE PENICL MARKS NOWHERE NEAR THE RASH. THE RASH WAS ON MY HAND. THE PENCIL WAS ERASED, AND ON MY F#CKING SHOULDER.
im trapped.