manons_lovrr

hey wsp you doing alr haven't really heard from you or maybe its just me not checking my notifications but still how u doing

HEYYYYY GUYSSSSSSS(totally didn't make s dumb decision...)
          So im back and sorry for the wait I had to deal with something...yeah
          Anygayz, because we're talking about her, I kinda turned the huzz down bc I wanna get to know her better but like...she didn't really listen to that part. Im a little sad...
          But whatever.
          Love you guys<33333333

God, im just so tired of being that friend. All my friends are suicid@l so I have to be that friend that calms them down. I have to be that friend that they trust. And i hope im doing it right. But it gets so hard. Im always walking on eggshells. As u will probably see in my next post, I turned down "the huzz" because I want to get know her better before jumping in a relationship again. But I didn't get to explain anything. She said she'll just "get over it". And now I feel like a terrible person. Im hear crying because I cant say shit. Im a fucking pussy. I wish I wasn't so weak and sensitive. All my friends talk about dying like its normal. I don't want my friends to die. I don't want anyone to die. I love my friends. All of them. And I got out of that place. But sometimes I feel myself crawling back there. Slowly. I don't want my friends to have such a bad person as their safe place. But I have too. Because if I don't talk, or whatever to help them, I don't really care. I do care. But sometimes I don't wanna be strong. Sometimes I wanna be the one complaining, or crying, or just talking. But I guess this is how the world is. So, I'll just cry silently while other complain about doing it. Because I have too. So, too anyone reading, I love you guys so much. And hope you guys have an amazing day.

THATS 3 FOR 3 BABYYYYYYYYYY
          So rn the girl i like likes me back soooooo........ thats 3 for 3
          I guess i just have that rizz
          I gotta go get food tho so byeeeeeee<3
          

Heyyyy guys...im not gonna announce this bc if i need recorded documents. So there's this girl right? And she found out I have a tiny ity bity crush on her and now she using it against me. She flirting with me and shi. I don't know if she likes me but she talks to me alot bc im the only one that responds in our friend group. I had a serious conversation with her about why I don't really do relationships(says the one that's had like 3)...she still flirting＼(^-^)／imma keep updating secretly so if u find this u can feed into my dululu or bring me back to Earth
          Love yall<3 

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          If someone goes through my photos I'm lwk cooked btw( -ω-、)

I am probably taking i giant break from writing but I know some people probably still like my books. So if someone wants to temporarily take over my account to update my books than you can. I hope you guys have an amazing day/night/afternoon and be gnarly, be gay

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It's been days but I still haven't got much better. I feel a little better but that's it. I have work to do tomorrow so imma sleep. Love yall<33

I've not been feeling the greatest lately so I might not update my books soon and im really sorry for that. I feel st my lowest so I'll try to write some slop but I don't know guys. Also, it'll probably be the last book I write because im not good at it. Love you guys and be gnarly, be gay<3