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im gonna rant srynotsry, anyway, this girl i got to know, which we're really good friends btw, asked me to be friends with her in the beginning of my school year at this new school. so she talks to me and we become great friends. she sits with me during lunch, she tells her friends to sit with me whatever yeah yeah. so i tell her about my crush of six years and she texts him for me and says hey. then he says hey and she gets to know him. im like okay, she probably likes him, let me give her space and let her get to know him. and anyone who knows me knows i never get in the way of anyones crushes or interests and/or relationships, even if it was my business.
so she goes "hey, so he texted me and asked how i was. what do i do?'' all hyped up n shit. so i go, tell him about your day because he cares and wants to know. im hyping her up like oh get to know him go out and chill. it fucking hurts when you love someone and you watch them slip into someone else's hands.
then she comes to my 4th hour class and gets on the phone with him like, 'hey do u wanna hang out later?' in front of me. in fucking front of me. and so i have a guy friend, practically the only person i trust and talk to. i told her i kinda caught feelings for him. i show her who he is and she says, oo he's cute, ask him out!
i say no, because he's probably into someone else. she waits until my crush is over to ask him out. TO ASK ANOTHER ONE OF MY CRUSHES TO GO OUT WITH HER WTF MAN. he says no, so she goes back to 1st dude. this world is shit and thank you for coming to my TED Talk.