marauders2006

to all my catholic people out there, have a blessed ash Wednesday and a blessed, wonderful lent. 

marauders2006

"Cus the rain's falling down
          But the sky is missing clouds
          Can't wash away our pain
          With a medicated smile
          I try not to cry
          When I say you'll be alright
          Wednesday afternoon
          Was such a beautiful day
          To say goodbye" 
          
          Wednesday afternoon by palaye royale 
          
          
          ...... make you think of anything? yeah me too.
          
          rest in peace payno 

marauders2006

yk, I don't talk about politics much anymore (debating about starting up again) and I don't talk about my faith much online or irl. but I'll say one thing, as an American, I'm absolutely done. I'm trusting in God here and no one else because what on this earth is happening? I wish I knew what was happening, but as things are all I there is to be done that I can do is pray. 
          
          I'm actually so tired of politics, of wars on our rights as human beings, of hatred and bigotry going around and around and never freaking ending. I don't know how much more I can watch all this happen, it worries me half to death. I'm tired of human beings being spoken for instead of listened to. 
          
          on a lighter note, with all that being said, I'd like to announce I'm officially a hippie. thank you for your time. 

marauders2006

@-MARAUDERHEAD I hope so too. I've never felt so awful about a decision, it's scary how things are going. it's possible that nothing will happen, but it's also possible that something will. it's kinda sad but at this point the only coverage of everything I trust is people on Instagram and other platforms bc it's not being covered anywhere else
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@marauders2006 I’m truly so sorry that it has come so far in america. And yes I think peer pressure is a really big thing in this situation, you can see it everywhere. I just hope hope hope  everything will turn out good. <3
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marauders2006

I'm a very complex person, especially in how I dress, how I dress reflects who I am but it's hard to explain. my personal styles are basically if Billie Eilish, Yungblud, Stevie nicks and Kurt Cobain cloned a kid together. 
          it all depends on how I feel a certain day, but I am all these things at once every day. some days you'll see me in ripped black jeans a combat boots, other days baggy blue jeans and your classic short sleeve over long sleeve, others yet I'll basically just be dressed like Billie Eilish which is mostly a modified version of grunge for me, and then you'll see me in bell-bottoms and flowing tops with platforms on looking like a modern Stevie nicks or Donna from that 70s show. but those artists also in a big way reflect who I am. and someone needs to tell me it's okay cuz every time I think too much on how polar opposite of myself I am I start to freak out. 

marauders2006

walking in the wind is no longer just about zayn, at least to me. to me it's also about Liam. 
          it's officially Liam's song. 
          
          "A week ago you said to me
          "Do you believe I'll never be too far"
          If you're lost, just look for me
          You'll find me in the region of the summer stars
          The fact that we can sit right here and say goodbye
          Means we've already won
          The necessity for apologies between you and me
          Baby, there is none
          
          A-ooo-ooo-ooo
          We had some good times, didn't we?
          A-ooo-ooo-ooo
          We had some good tricks up our sleeve
          A-ooo-ooo-ooo
          Goodbyes are bittersweet
          But it's not the end
          I'll see your face again
          
          You will find me
          Yeah you will find me
          In places that we've never been
          For reasons we don't understand
          Walking in the wind
          Walking in the wind
          
          Yesterday I went out to celebrate the birthday of a friend
          But as we raised our glasses up to make a toast
          I realized you were missing
          
          A-ooo-ooo-ooo
          We had some good times, didn't we?
          A-ooo-ooo-ooo
          We wore our hearts out on our sleeve
          A-ooo-ooo-ooo
          Goodbyes are bittersweet
          But it's not the end
          I'll see your face again
          
          You will find me
          Yeah you will find me
          In places that we've never been
          For reasons we don't understand
          Walking in the wind
          Walking in the wind
          
          And I know we'll be alright child
          Just close your eyes and see
          I'll be by your side
          Any time you're needing me
          
          Oh yeah
          
          You will find me
          Yeah you will find me
          In places that we've never been
          For reasons we don't understand
          Walking in the wind
          Walking in the wind
          Walking in the wind"
          
          rest in peace Li

marauders2006

@lunaticcat28 I'll never listen to this song the same.. it used to hurt bc of what it was originally written about but now it's sm worse
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marauders2006

this is so random, but I feel like Liam releasing teardrops was his apology for any bad behavior that happened, bc I believe that if any of what's been said is true it has to be bc of substances and that's literally what he talks about in the song, he was struggling so much and he wanted to get and become better but he didn't know how. 
          
          idk if this makes sense, I was just listening to it and it made sense to me