● c a t h e r i n e ●

it's been a year, and it's still so hard to think that you're no longer on this earth. 
          sometimes I forget, like I put it out of my mind and just imagine that you're living a quiet life, not posting or anything. but then something reminds me, videos online, Kate's posts, or someone talking about how much they miss you, and I remember what I subconsciously put out of my mind, and it hurts all over again. 
          
          you were a ray of sunshine in a very dark world, you got me through some of the worst times of my life, I'm so grateful for finding your music and I'm honored to have been and still be a fan. you set an example of what a good person should be and I hope all us fans can follow your lead and keep spreading love and kindness the way you did. rest in peace Liam ❤️

how do yk what to do when you're faced with an opportunity 

I'm sorry what is 5SOS up to?! 

so I just went and saw the fray in concert last night.... first of all, they are now on the same level of artist favoritism as Billie and 5SOS and all of them, like I've loved the fray's music for years but now the people are my favorite too which moves them up the list. second, they were freaking incredible. I mean it was life changing for me and I'm not even exaggerating. it was absolutely amazing and I've never experienced so much energy, so much unity with other people or so much happiness 

would it be completely crazy of me to start a political/social issues centered Instagram account? like I keep so much stuff online and it's making me feel so much emotion and especially knowing there's not much I can do, but the thing is it would end up being based in my own views and beliefs, like maybe politics and social issues from a catholic standpoint, and ik it would probably be stressful because ik I'd get people arguing with me no matter what, I'll either have people arguing with me on religious topics or I'll have alt-right people arguing politics. but.... I kinda wanna do it anyway. but I could use some feedback

be into what you're into, but make sure your values are right. 

15 years. I've only known them for 6 but it may as well be 15. I have so much to thank these guys for, they've been there for me since I was 13, struggling with my first battle with depression, they were my lifeline, and they remained my lifeline through all of my hardships in my teenage years. even though I'll be 20 next year, I'll still carry them with me, and pass their music on to my nieces and nephews and eventually my own kids. these men gave their teenage years to give us ours, and I wish they knew how much they changed my life. they played a big role in who I've become, and they taught me so much about love, myself, and life. I only hope Liam is watching down on all of us and seeing all the tribute videos and posts in honor of our boys.
          
          Harry, Louis, Niall, Zayn, and our dear angel Liam, thank you for saving my life. 

I have this insane urge to just share all of my opinions and beliefs simply because I feel everything being pent up from thinking about the fact that whenever I tell people one thing they then think of me certain way without knowing everything else that i believe 

just a reminder, wear what you want because you want to and because it feels like you. don't copy anyone else because it's cool, don't be basic to fit in, be who you are. whether it's nearly the same as someone else, or if it's "basic" clothing, wear it for the right reasons and it doesn't matter. 

my controversial opinion is that yungblud's cover of kiss's song "I was made for lovin' you" is better than the original